Totally Shiying

2009-06-18T01:27:00.001+08:00

Moved to : www.littleprincessie.blogspot.com

2009-06-10T02:53:00.002+08:00

its the end of another chapter yet the beginning of another...
Poly, mass comm... half the semester through..
its been quite difficult i guess.. with all the projects and homework piling up.. but i guess its okay bah.. still copable.. nid good fwens to get u thru. hah yay kenzi and brenda.
Its a weird thingy, transition from poly to secondary.. its making me miss alot of things.
suddenly life is so based on independence, im losing myself.
im not that strong. not like other people.

Haidie, Very Singer course is coming to an end, just another graduation party and im done with it. even though im not one of those selected, but i tink it was a great time? okayy la. i made a few fwens and they rather nice to me. cause im the youngest? Im not really all that lovable type, im trying hard to at least show sth like that but hah. u guys noe bah. i learnt alot. i grew up. i tink im getting a little different going through all the different things that im exposed to. From Very Singer i guess one of the things that i learn the most is dance... HAH xiaoke lao shi, 不知道你几时才回来。 hmm.. i guess one thing that i hope for the most is that people in VS3 can remain connected to each other bah, even though we have various lives to live.

One thing i must say is that im not really all that sad about not being selected. HAH ever since the start, its quite hopeless la everything to me. Pessimism? nah.. i tink its more of 自己知自己事。 its a fact that im not good enough and may never be. HAH.. its a difficult route. the course made me realise that maybe im not too suitable to be some taiwan singer or sth. its all bit far fetched and dreamy and im tired of all the competiting. i guess even though nobody said it out but its the truth that everyone has in themselves the dream of being the best and excelling. despite the fun and love we haf, there is still the existence of wanting to succeed to a certain extent. anyway, no need to console me or watever, haha thats the point. :)

Im still gonna continue singing la, theres still a long way ahead. now i noe wad my mum meant when she always tell me not to day dream too much about being a star cause its a one out of a million thingy. and now i noe wad xueling lao shi meant by compete wif urself instead of others... wanting to win others is such a tiring thing. i cannot take it. HAH. but yay, i will miss the times we haf in haidie and all the teachers. a note to those who wanna join very singer:　舞台是为准备好的人而设定的。yeps.. so join it when u tink ur ready to take on others.

Im actually getting tired of everything, sian? HAH... emptiness. lol. no point. heck care. i dunno. hah.. drifting abit away. hmm is there anything to say..... errr... i miss all of ya. HAH i really dooooo...... i dun wan sch to start so fast. i nid enough rest first. if not im gonna suck badly in school in the continuing semester.. not exactly something that i want.

Who am i.
that the lord of all the earth
would care to noe my name
and care to feel my hurt.

I know im drifting far away..
but im not doing anything.
why.....

my chains are gone,
i ve been set free
the lord my shepherd
has ransomed me
and like a flood
his mercy reigns
amazing love
amazing grace....

nope... something wrong..
thats so not right. HAIZ

Nobody knows, how weak i am better than u
Nobody sees, all of my needs better than u
and nobody have, the power to change me
the way i was born to be..
Jesus be strong in my weakness
Empower me.....
Empower me.. like the rushing river flowing to the sea

hmm.. nahh.. haizz.
shhhhhhhh.............

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手
一个梦
一路上
不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人
一直走
看着梦
像做了又空精疲力尽
有没有哪里可以停泊

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我
是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

难道结局冥冥之中早已设定了定局。。
这就是最后的结果吗？
让我相信自己还值得你来爱我
求你，不要离开我。
这世界是该有希望的不是吗？
我也曾经相信过。。
我并不是要你来爱我
只希望自己不被遗忘
陪我。
我害怕孤独的感觉
这并不是我。
不是的。
带我走。
泪水是不应该流下的。。
你还在意吗？
或许，我只是一段回忆吧。

2009-05-24T02:16:00.003+08:00

YAY im back on blogger.. and im okayyy =] No worries kay all of u.
Anyway, yea... i figured out that i shudnt think too much already lol. i mean just try your best and leave everything to destiny liao lohh.. i mean.. lol bo bian sia! OK!

Anyway, Poly life is soooo bz bz bz bz.. im like BZ everyday..
So heres a note to all secondary school students (copied and pasted from Brenda's blog.. Dear hope you wun mind =P) so dear people.. read this carefully!!

Now that i think of it, i haven't actually done a Poly life evaluation!

I'm now going to list the misconceptions i had, and compare them to the truth!

Misconception 1: Poly isn't stressful :D.
Truth: Are you kidding me? Look at the way they're piling on the projects! I'll be buried under all of them soon.

Misconception 2: YAY, no school uniforms!
Truth: And i spend a good amount of time every morning picking out what clothes i should wear to school. It's pure agony!

Misconception 3: Projects are fun!
Truth: Trudging around creepy ulu areas whilst it's raining definitely ISNT fun. (Journalism news 1 project- i'm still suffering from the trauma of that experience).

Misconception 4: Poly is fun, cause' Mass comms' is a fun course!
Truth: Whoever told me 'Mass comms is a fun course!' was lying. Media Society is even more boring than staring into blank space.

BEYOND HERE ADDED BY SHERRAINE.

Misconception 5: Being in Poly, school does not start so early!
Truth: Right.... I have fwens staying in woodlands waking up 3 hrs before lecture.. lets seee... normal poly lessons start at 9 am.. so they wake up at 6am and take a 2 hr bus ride.. What you think?? Bus ride is such a boredom can~ Before u reach sch, i tink ur half dead or sth =[ and thats for going home too.

Misconception 6: YAY freedom in poly...
Truth: Hmm.. nahh.. although teachers will no longer chase you for work, but its like lol they dont even care.. Its all stated in black and whites in the student guide. Dont hand up any of the daily work = no marks given. You cant even dont do homework anymore WAHH!

Misconception 7: oooh. no more canteens in Polys.
Truth: Wrong.. I wonder why me and my fwens only had one meal in TP after how many months of schling....

Misconception 8: i can sleep late at night, being on msn :)
Truth.. HAH true.. probably rushing through all the journals and projects

LOL people.. figure it out urself man!!!

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Gotta applaud Brenda for this :)
Anyway.. yeps poly life isnt that much fun as you tink.. but well get used to it..
Exams comingg... lalala just one more week of school, 2 days of Exams and YAY hols!!!
HAIZ.. i tink im getting sway lately...
like i lose my phone like ytd ytd ytd.. =[ the red and black one..
lose all my contacts.. so people do msg me along wif ur name if ur contacting me for the first time after 19 May. :)
And lol u all shud be amazed that im not dead by now.. HAHA I had like fever on friday which was at about 39.8 degrees.. HAH doctor was like WAH i guess... he scared i got swine flu??? MWAHAH JKJK My mum was rite.. I dun get sick like get fever at 37.7 degrees or something.. i just shoot up high. MWAHAHA..
Anyway, i din go to school on friday and so monday have to go school early at 9am just to hand up stoooopid homework even though lessons start at 2pm!! :((
Oh, do note that parents letter are not allowed in Polys and only MCs are accepted.
Besides.. do remember to photocopy like at least 5 copies of your MC man! Nid to attach to homework one!!! LOL

Ok.... im getting a little bit feverish again.. so heres my blog ending..
Seeeee.. poly lifeeee.. sleepless nightss.. and so everyone ends up sick!

OH.. forgot to mention something.. I went to the doctor's on friday.. and cause i had fever, was asked to wear a mask.. STOOOPID H1N1.. then everyone in the clinic walked out of the clinic to wait at the entrance while i sit inside! OMG! kiasi LA!! i finalli noe how those doctors and nurses of TTSH last time felt during the SARS period.. COMEON LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok niteee.:P

2009-05-11T03:03:00.003+08:00

我记得我曾经说过，自己不介意很多东西，但也记得我曾经也为一样的事而哭过。
我记得我曾经说多，要乐观的面对一切，却也不禁发现，自己从来就没有那么坚强。

也许，这并不是我自己一个人的行为。往往表面上越快乐的人，心中也许是曾受过最多创伤的。就因为我们经过的太多，所以才会在路程中也渐渐地忘了原本的自己。
看一看小时候的照片，却发现幼小的我，虽然不会打扮，穿的衣服也没那么名贵，但是当时的笑容却是最真实的。是否，经过越多，就会失去越多？我并不知道。

我不知道自己到底有多爱自己，也许答案根本就无法令人相信，会令人质疑。因为在你们面前的我，总是那么小孩子气。我知道，其实这样并不好。和别的人相比，我又能够有多少的怨言呢？有手，有脚，有家，有的吃，有的住，到底还能不快乐什么？

几年前的我，却实太幼稚，不够成熟，让大家都因为我而也感到困惑。深深的要对那些人道歉。但是事到如今，我还能靠谁，还能依赖谁？也许，太过习惯自己一个人的生活，我已忘了要如何处事待人，忘了要怎么去爱别人。

对不起
也许，除了梦想，我再也找不到别的推动力。
这可能就是我对梦想执着的原因。
来读我的博客的人因该都是非常了解我的人吧
我希望我不会影响大家。
这只是一瞬间的想法
没事的。。。
真的。。

放了爱。。为了爱。。
我的心为爱流离失所
紧握着回家的线索
当我找到真正的我
才证明我真的没有错

:) 又是新的一天。
有要面对一切。　

i shall post about daily life soon.
no worries.

2009-05-04T02:41:00.003+08:00

The attack of Swine Flu.

Mexico's health secretary said the swine flu epidemic in his country "is in its declining phase," even as the disease extended its reach through Europe and Latin America with at least five countries reporting new cases Sunday.

China quarantined more than 70 Mexican travelers and Hong Kong isolated 350 people in a hotel as a precaution even though no new swine flu infections appeared in Asia. In Egypt, authorities' attempt to kill all pigs as a precaution against the disease prompted pig owners to clash with police who were helping to seize their animals for slaughter.

The death toll in Mexico remains at 19, and the number of confirmed cases has increased slightly, from 473 to 506, including the dead, Health Secretary Jose Angel Cordova said. He said "evolution of the epidemic is in its declining phase."

Swine flu has also killed one toddler in the U.S. and has spread to 18 countries worldwide — but experts believe that the global spread is much wider.

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are u afraid?
i mean, its like, its coming soon man.. LOL
SARS was a bad enugh experience, i wonder when would this stop and when it would all be over.
Its so irritating that the flu is working in the dark and theres like no perfect way that we can prevent of fight it. Nobody noes when it would be Singapore's turn or wad. How prepared are we? Im not sure. Its a mystery.

Lets pray.
Lets hope.
And just do our part...
I wonder if its possible if we sort of close up Singapore with the public/ world..
Each country to control the epidemic first before opening up again..
Hmm.. Although it may cause serious crisis on the economic side but... what if the spread gets worst?? Is the world seriously ending??
Is it the end now??

I haf no idea why i keep thinking about this qns.
Is the world already ending.
I dun exactly mean to be so pessimistic but.. hmm..
what can we do..
Temperature taking starts in schools.
Perhaps there wun even be schooling soon..
HAIZZ..
Lets all hope for the best. :)
Besides, life' s still moving on isnt it.

Im chocolating too much lately.
Chocolate makes me happy... or am i just self-psychoing.
Poly life is so hectic and tiring...
Too many projects to do.. im so not coping..
Haidie lessons are ending, which means exams soon..
Im not prepared.
I dun like to do things when i am totally not confident of it.
Im not that daring, not that adventurous..
I dun wanna try.

Went for dinner just now, saw mrs lum and ms loh.
Im missing PL man...
Life out of there is scary..
Leaving the sheltering walls of PL.
I miss the way teachers bugged at us for homework.
I miss the way we went in late for class.
I miss the toilet sessions we had.
I miss seeing everyone all around campus the whole time.
I miss talking to u de way we did.
I miss everything.
I remembered i ever said this " i cant wait to leave PL and go poly"
Hmm, freedom mite not neccesary be good eh?
Some one.. help me.

我不想逞强，不想假笑，不想带着面具。
你听得到我的呐喊吗？
你听得到我的心跳吗？
你还看得到我吗？

i wanna keep singing =(
its merely just a dream...
i told myself.

2009-04-28T02:43:00.001+08:00

IM DAMN FUCKED UP...
CRAP!
LEAVE ME ALONE.

I JUST HAF TO BLAME IT ALL ON MY STUPIDITY.
AND I WONDER WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ABOUT IT.
DAMN IT.
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
JUST SHUT UP.

2009-04-20T23:57:00.005+08:00

On the verge of giving up.....
It seems like its getting no where.
It seems too far and im just not eligible for it.
No matter how hard i try.
No matter how i put a smile on my face.
Its not working out.
Tell me it'll come true, or i'll never dare to dream again.
Maybe it shudnt have ever been started on.
This journey. This life.
When will it be my turn.
Too vast.. Too far..
Its time to grow up.....
Yet, is it time to quit?
But its this world that scares me.
Im just a kid and life is a nightmare.
And.. im all alone..

2009-04-20T02:28:00.004+08:00

Dancing by2 DNA lately.
HAH

Go darlinggg!! O.O

But that was after poly's orientation.Arrived early in the morn that day for orientation.. I tink TP just consists of suber crazy plus high plus fun ppl..The SLs were just so HIGH hahaha.. ok made some fwens :)Short intro:Kenzi, Deborah, Brenda, Liya, Melody and more more more. HAHAand i haf a nice CP too :)but lol just abit freaked by the strictness and the rules parts. WAKAKA.its been hot and sunny these dayss..... and im so excited and nervous for lessons that starts on Tues =p

err, anyway, today haidie-ed for etiquette lessons :) hmm i was late and super low cause i was having fever, slept late ytd and consumed panadol. HAHa, couldnt wake up this morning. but cabbed there :)hmm.. i tink i failed the class totally, from walking to introduction.. its all deemed as low-esteem WAKAKKAA. im so used to being defensive :( haha then after lessons we went to the MRT wif VS2 ppl too for dinner :)Fish beehoon... me favourite and had milk tea...Then we went K :)) to choose songs despite of my "close to no voice" state :)Sang Sang Sang.. and we ended the session wif me annie and zuxian singing superstar obviously me being Selina :P Ok...

then.... We went to Music Story to see see and had dinner at Chinatown..... HAHA

I tink im damn sway or sth, maybe cause i consumed chips at K and ate stingray/ou lua and Fishball noodles wif added chilli HAHA, my nose bled in the MRT and i was without tissue.I tink it was a horrendous sight HAHA but nobody cared abt me LOL, until ask for tissue from the old uncle sitting beside me :)He was nice enugh to pass me a stack of tissue...Silly me was thinking -" What if he take out his hankerchief" lol.. joke man.. :P

ok ok.. so i waited for my stop holding the tissue pinching my nose wif my head up.....Then theres this two, tourists i guess, malay.. one guy one girl that came into the cabin and the girl sat beside me....I was super irritated as she kept asking me to keep my bag to myself and asked me to shift.Also, she kept asking her hubby to take pictures for her and her taking pics of her hubby in the train... while im trying to stop my nose bleeding..

OMG HAHAHA

So "£!"%&£"%)"£*%&%£(&HAHAHAAHA :PPP

im all better now :)nid to slp early.... haha

heng tmr no sch,anyway nites ppl

2009-04-14T01:49:00.002+08:00

I think there must be something wrong wif me, either that or my leg problem is getting worse.... LOL I keep falling and falling and falling these few days. Some is really got injuries, some is heng got ppl pull me but HAIZ. so pathetic... oh oh, and i bought many plasters haha, different shapes and sizes, got 50 pieces in total. cause shiying is just so prone to injuries lol.

伤痕累累
不只是流血的痛
而是心也跟着痛
叫人只能无声呐喊
你听到了吗？

had a great time at haidie today.
VS3 did do well, and im glad it wasnt as bad as i tot it would turn out.
The practices made great bonding sessions and we all enjoyed each other's companion.
Although we get tired along the way, but we cheer each other on, to reach the ultimate goal.
All that i can say is that VS3 does rawk and will rawk on..
Thanks for the wonderful time spent.
Oh. and the celebration was GREAT haha.
Sorry to leave so early due to my recent curfew of being home by 12am. =[
HAIZ.
LOL
只怪我太年轻
HAHA.
oh and i really dunnoe how to 过马路啦~
pspsps :/ HAHAHAHA
VS3 Jiayou.
连贝多芬都想告诉你
你为何听不经去
多少年过了
何必自己坐在这个空当的房间
别再为她而哭
dun make me cry.

2009-04-11T02:08:00.003+08:00

今天，是个很忙的一天。首先，是一大清早的清明。我还是觉得怪怪的，怎么清明与good friday 能在同一天啊?超热的！！！我的防晒油，都用得七七八八了！很累。。。　然后就到班长的家，做无插电的东西。。　我真得受不了了，　声音哑哑的我，　都唱不到高音，　而且还累到半死，　我真的就这样睡着了。。　然后，就到 CHC, 去找gloria 和crystal. CHC　的表演超棒！音乐，拍摄手法，　和故事都配合得切当好处。但是，我还是不能放手，不愿接受。对不起。。。　
thanks gloria for the invitation, crystal for the company, darling for the "counselling", err Gloria's fwens and cell members for a memorable evening, CHC for the whole drama that i can learn many things from, xueling ls for ur sms, chloe for just being there :) ， gabriel for ur understanding, zuxian for ur hardworking, vivian for ur perseverance...

EMO post STARting here. so donot read on......................

你要我如何对你说。。　
我不懂得去爱你，不懂得去爱他人，也不懂得爱自己。
这完完全全都是因为我恨你，也渐渐让我越来越讨厌自己。
不是我执著，是我真的无法接受。
每天还得笑着与你一块生活，　你知道我有多厌倦这种生活方式吗？
每当到寂静的深夜，就只能独自让自己被黑暗包围
很累很累。。　
我方佛根本就无法踏出第一步，　更何况是忘掉从前的一切来原谅你。
我真的办不到。
也许，　我真的没有你们想像中的那么勇敢，　那么坚强。。
我再也对你没有任何奢望，　对自己也没要求什么。。
只想让我过得快乐一些，不再是一片漆黑。
我喜欢蓝天，大海。。　
当累的时候，就躺在海上。。
然后渐渐的往下沉。。　
我知道这样并不对，　
但我坚持这么做。
天马行空，是我的作风。。
我就是这样。
你的存在让我更寂寞
It has always been like that.

再见小珂老师，相信您在每个人的心里，已占了一定的成分。
不会忘记您，这么棒的舞蹈老师。
cheerz.

2009-04-10T03:16:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Had fun during K wif VS3, xiaoke and xueling lao shis. shall blog abt it soon.
Watching Xiao hai bu ben nowadays.
说真的，这里看起来什么都有，但其实却什么都没有。
也许，我早已经习惯这种孤独，这种沉默。
也许，我本来就是这样，是你不知道而已。
你从没深刻爱我。
这我早已懂。

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我虽然
分开的理由
我们都已接受你知道
我会有多难过所以
即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中 (答应你我会好好过 )
这份爱没停过 ( 不让这些眼泪白流 )

我真的知道。。。

2009-04-03T03:26:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Zhenyang.

- Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
cheeks?
How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
I dint wanna wake up.
Who was/were the last person/people you took a photo with?
-Feichang VS3 and Xueling laoshi, Chloe, Gloria-
Would you consider yourself spoiled?
-yes. i tink ppl will start killing if i say NO
Will you ever donate blood?
-depends on the situation. sway sway LBP how donate
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- NOPE. and i wonder why...
Do you want someone to be dead?
- maybe not.
What does your last text message say?
- haha, ok gdnite. :) cover hao bei k. Hugs and Kisses :) [ and its not from my bf if i had any =.=]
What are you thinking of right now?
- Whether i will be late mtg others tmr.
Do you want someone to be with you right now?
- err.. no.. its 3.30am
What was the time you went to bed last night?
- 4.30 i tink.
Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
- Giordano
Is someone on your mind right now?
- No neh...
Who was the last person to text you?
- Eileen jie jie

Name ten lucky person to do this quiz ;
1-Yeeting
2-Collin
3-Janel
4-Bryan
5-Esther
6-Crystal
7-Gloria
8-Chloe
9-KC
10-Annie

Who is #02 having a relationship with?
-single i tink
Is #03 a male or a female?
-Female
If #07 and #01 get together, would it be a good thing?
OMG! eew -lesbian-
What is #01 studying about?-
Studying mass comm soon :)
When was the last time you chatted with them?
1. err. Just now late at nite
2.err, just now in the evening
3.Suber long le.
4.Just now ask bout Poly stuff
5.eh... msn can? Just now
6.Long long ago. HAHA
7.On Wednesday(i almost forgot u came)
8.Wednesday :) thanks for the note.
9.Last week
10.Wednesday ( dun tink abt the sad stuff le)

Is #04 single?
- oh no. i dunno... yes bah
Say something about #02.
- JOKER
What do you think about
#03 and #06 being together?
- hmm.. maybe they will befriend
What will you do if #06 and #07 fight?
-I will be shocked and scared.. pls dun!
Do you like #08?
- yes. as a fwen? Shes suber nice :)))) luvv ya dear.

2009-04-02T03:20:00.006+08:00

Sunday. Had a great time wif VS3 for dance and BBQ.

Dance was painful, but fruitful.

I was rather angry wif myself cause due to my leg probs.

I cant really do the actions properly, cause it involves bending of knees.

Was super pissed off wif myself.

And i literally just sort of gave up the whole dance when xiaoke lao shi taught that part.

RAWR

so during the exam, i just forgot abt dancing THAT specific part. FUNNEH

had fun :)

but angry angry angry.

And i sort of stoned lol after dancing.

Im so NOt happy.

Xiaoke lao shi said the whole class did well.

most improvement. :/

hmmmm...

Then we rushed down for BBQ, we just missed the games part and skip to the eating part :( HAHA but well, i was glad to see gloria and sharlyn there :) at least i was not so lonlified. HAH.
so we ate and gloria tried to blend in wif the VS3s hahaha.

chloe. gloria. me.

Sharing time during BBQ was scary, but true.
I was amazed by Xueling lao shi's sharing.
I guess it did hurt her so much to remember the event and share that event that she actually teared.
She choked as she shared. :)
but she did finish it.
Proud of her as my teacher. So proud.
I was shocked though, for for the first time, i found Xueling laoshi different from what i know her in class.
I thought that she was a rather cool person haha, but that day, she wanted us to be REAL, wanted us to enjoy the process of feichang, and she made me view her in a different view.
She gaf hugs to students and encouraged us on, for the journey ahead might not be EZ.
Kudos and thanks to Xueling Lao Shi. 你超棒的！引以为傲。

My class, VS3, de noisiest hahaha and siao-es LOL...
And after a long day, and terrible dancing session, this is wad i end up wif :

"cries” pain neh. HAHAH lalala. oh oh. and after the BBQ we went for bonding session at bukit timah and had roti prata and milo dinosaur. and i choked on e milo powder. so stoopid ARGH, lalaa. more pics will be coming up :) stay tuned.

2009-03-29T00:45:00.003+08:00

Wow 2nd personality test and it sorts of matches wif the first.. HMPH

Your view on yourself:(wad u tink)
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:(hmm.. halff)
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:(notsure)
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:(ehh tehhh)
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:(true)
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:(suber true)
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:(extremely true)
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:(VER VER VER true)
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:(really?)
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

WOW
Your Working Style

You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.

You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.

In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done. You have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer. You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important. You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals. You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.

You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you-- human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others. You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.

It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself. Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.

:)

2009-03-28T01:35:00.003+08:00

Went to haidie today.. lol. late. me and darl woke up latee. BLEAH. ok. so we went haidie, and after awhile, chunwei, joined us. and we were dancing in the dance studio to JJ's 不潮不用钱 i tink.. haha the gou gou song.. hahahahha. ok.. i learned alot from dar :) and then we went for dinner at maxwell and i bought pao pao cha as usual :))) pao pao cha makes me happy :P lalala. ok.. then darl had guitar and i was trying to practise guitar.. but to no avail.. i REALLY ver lan leh at guitar as compared to piano.... :( sad sad me. hahaha. ok. then was prepared to leave for supper but well darl din join me :( ok. so i went wif the guitar clique to chinatown.. haha. food there is real nice :) though i only ate abit abit abit. lol. ok.. the guys.. a funneh bunch.. cant desc. haha. so well. the photos shall do the job and let me gif u a brief intro.. :: :) haidie zui talented, zui you meng xiang de nan sheng menssss ::

Kwanchung (未来出名歌手，创作人), Zhen Yang (未来创作人plus周杰伦), Hendric(保卫国家的“鸟神”), Jia jie (搞笑吉他手), Konan (帅哥，emo 王子) :))
backscenes :)

zhenyang me and konan (act shy worrrrrr)

Konan bully Hendric

Zhenyang thinks he take pic nice.. bleah no loh.. first pic i take deee see above :)

Stop xuan-yao-ing ur 5px!!

Me and them :) doing my "fav" pose faintness

Praying to "birdgod" its just a nick :) hendric,解压顺便

crazy themm.. eeeee.. I spy GAYS!!

Me and 未来红星 KC :)

ok.. and it was fun fun fun fun FUN!!! lol. ok.. i nid to put this in caps wif a lot of exclaimation marks!! NO FLASH ALLOWED!!! people, next tym if take pics of me wif me bla bla.. no matter how dark also no flash ah!!!!! stoopidd... lol. am i really too white or sth... i am just double confirmed wif myself being a geisha! arghhh no flash no flash no flash!!

yeps and that was my day :)

幸福的开始就是放手去爱 hahaha

jyjyjy to all of u guys, wif big and courageous dreams :)

u all can do it de.. :)

HAidie-ing on sun again and theres BBQ. more pics coming up :) wif my new classmates

VS3 lets rock!

娱乐圈的黑暗！！

hahahahhahaa :P

2009-03-27T23:52:00.001+08:00

You are Brown Sheep, who is modest and have a gentle atmosphere.
You tend to express self confidence and calmness.
You also have guts not to give up on things so easily.
You are not shy towards men too.
You like to take care of the others, and can not turn down favors.
You are rather emotional, and optimistic.
This leads you in making hasty decisions and overly optimistic outlook.
You tend to take on things without thinking about your capability, and suffer with burden afterwards.
You should think twice before taking on favors.
When you can't cope with the work you took on, it is you that people regard as a person who lacks perspective.
You have your own sense of values.
You try to seek values in other people, and will start a relationship on trust.
But you tend to be stubborn, and have great many likes and dislikes.
You also hate being instructed, and decisions made by other people.
You have observing eyes towards the others, and your natural sense of instinct and decisions are well developed.
You are also a good negotiator.
You are kind to those who work under you, and will not forget to show consideration and generosity.
But you can be hard and difficult to those above you.
They will regard you as being a rebellious person.
You are a proud person, and do not like to lose.
Nevertheless, you are very sociable and intelligent.
You will not end up being an ordinary housewife.
You are a bold and passionate person.

So true rite???????? :)
and thats me.. shiyinggg.. :)

2009-03-27T00:24:00.004+08:00

Xue ling lao shi 昨天说。。颜色，是一种emotions 的代表，所以今天我的色系选择是橙色。。
代表着希望:)

Had fun today wif darl, esther and gloria..
Yesterday talked to darl till 5am, then we met at 4.45pm at Party World Somerset.
Sang a lort of songsss... then Gloria joined us too. Its fun nohhh, singing tgt, but esther has a sore throat and therefore couldnt sing much. We took many many pics, and sing sing sing. I loved singing wif darl the 一个像夏天，一个像秋天 and we did alot of comical actions. of course. PP别黏在椅上was great too. Gloria sang heroes and i believe i can fly, two super nice english songs..
:) FUN! New fwenssss:::::

Gloria: 大美女

Esther: 实力派唱将

Darl keep saying i look like geisha... =.= so whiteeeeeeeee...... dinnoe wad she was talking abt actualli. but lol. looking at the picsss.. maybe ah.. LOLLLLL but neh.. i still wanna be white lalala.

ok. so after singing, we went to cine, for dinner. Naughty esther still wanna eat spicy stuff despite her -near no voice- sore throat.. TSKTSKTSK, lol. yepss.. then we played truth or dareeeee... they all play truth deeee no fun.. but we got to know each other better loh.. in different aspectssss. yah. i was like "why no dare one" so... when i tio.. they only let me play dare =[ AHAHA and the dare was to go to another table wif the 3 guys and sing a song for them. LALALALALA.... :) and i completed it no probs.. HAHA. funneh. i tink i play too much dare leeee.. 常人不做的，我因该okayy.. 但当然不能太过火！:) and so our night ended without a neoprint causeee darl had to go home :(　hah. and i travelled home alone neh.. they all to west sideeee :( lonelyyyyyyy i am so lonelyyyyyyyyyy all on my ownnnnnnnn :(

HAH ok. overall its a fun day.

I finally realise why CHC is different from FCBC even without going to the church.

Its a nice day, a weird experience and many fwenships bond...

The next tym, we are going to minds' cafeee.. yay!

I tink the games there quite interesting and ver hiong one..

we'll know whos the wittiest, fastest, and uncover more dark secretsss. wakakka.

and this tym.. chloe and crystal shall join us too.

BLEAH. i insist~

PS: im haidieing tmrrrr... pluss. my singing lessons end le leh!! so fast :( so sadd :(

2009-03-22T02:11:00.001+08:00

最近。生活实在没什么，所以没有发博文。
分享一些照片吧！
是星期六的表演：

妈咪：当晚司仪

唱歌：

剪头发前：

之后：

在外头，很惊讶。看到了彩虹。还蛮难得的，我很少看到彩虹。到底人间是否有奇迹，暮色里会有七色长虹吗？

其实，要相信与盼望奇迹，实在很难，很累。要让自己有很坚定的信念。你有吗？最近，又不懂受了什么刺激，要开始减肥。太肥了诗颖！argh. 吉他真难，我到现在还是学不会！气死我了。跳舞也跳得不怎么理想。真是悲哀！！！

你呢？相信暮色彩虹吗？
我要相信。不想任命。这不是我的命。
我可以吗？
每当我追求完美太顽固
你给了我，无限量的呵护
我就是不想承认失败，讨厌认输
勇敢就是我的许愿树
原来你不是要我怎么做，只是要我勇敢追寻幸福

2009-03-10T02:05:00.000+08:00

一直以来，都很喜欢宇恒的歌，由其是她这首“就是我”。觉得歌词很有意义，也跟我本身的生活与性格非常接近。唯一的不同就在于她在吉隆坡看星星，我在新加坡。哈哈。所以，若要了解我的本人，就好好的听这首歌吧! 带有一点孤独，倔强，却还是个爱热闹的女生。。

我喜欢热闹
但也喜欢孤单我最爱思考
生活中那些问号
我最喜欢唱歌
喜欢收集最好看的电影
寂寞的时候推开窗欣赏吉隆坡的夜景
这城市装满我的快乐和悲伤
太阳和月亮指引我方向

这是我就是我那个最简单的我
喜欢自由
有一天势必要将世界环游
有一点倔强的我
难以捉摸总是那么天马行空
我的笑容是最温暖的问候
oh……hoo……
这是我喜欢自由

若有机会的话，我还蛮想唱这首歌的，但却找不到minus1. 真可惜！！
你们觉得呢？？歌词会很诗颖吗？？
haha.
星期天与朋友去唱K! 他竟然说我骗他！！因为我一直对他说我的歌艺退步了！　哈哈。
但是还是要谢谢你送的礼物。　真难为情。。　明明是你的生日，　约我出去，还要送我礼物，让我开心。。　谢谢。

我的笑容。是最温暖的问侯

2009-03-07T01:57:00.000+08:00

“你要想找一帅哥就别来了，你要想找一钱包就别见了，硕士学历以上的免谈，上海女人免谈，女企业家免谈(小商小贩除外)，省得咱们互相都会失望。刘德华和阿汤哥那种财貌双全的郎君是不会来征你的婚的，当然我也没做诺丁山的梦。您要真是一仙女我也接不住，没期待您长得跟画报封面一样看一眼就魂飞魄散……有意者电联，非诚勿扰."

小珂老师介绍看的戏，也因为有舒琪所以我也去看了！哈哈。说真的，我还蛮不晓得这处戏在说什么。相信我说了原因，很多人都会深深同意。我不知道的原因就是因为这整部戏，都围绕着爱情，用爱情来做题材。说着的就是每个人对于爱情的观念。有些人觉得爱情就有如股票，是来投资的。有些则觉得爱情是可以培养的。有些人认为爱情是拥有对方的心与身体，但却有人可以爱得死心塌地，不可自拔，维死才能得到解脱，有如一句名言：“问世间情为何物，只叫人生死相许” 。其实，剧情是蛮感人的，女主角舒琪，因为忘不了旧爱，最后还是选择了自尽。也许，爱情就是这样吧。因为爱一个人，能够忘记自我，不管多痛，还是愿意付出。

说实在，我本身根本不知道爱情是什么，不会去爱人，也不懂得爱自己。朋友们都会了解。因为某些缘故。。但不只是爱情，就连是友情也能很痛，也能受伤。我真要感谢身边的朋友，很努力的教会我一些事，很努力的包容我的无理取闹，很关切我的每个一举一动。“有意者电联，非诚勿扰.” 诚意，真的很重要。

最近，有点不开心。。刚才还差一点，因为要搬风扇时，手指头身了进去，差一点。。。haizz 听到了很多，遇到了很多，虽你们不知道很多事情，但仍然因为有你们的体谅，我才能坚持。
special thanks to darling and bernice，for getting me thru the difficult times. and for utmost understanding and patience :)

非诚勿扰
你能为爱而死吗？
haiz.爱的魔力真伟大
darling, 我开始明白，开始相信。
但是要爱就要痛，我干脆不爱。我干脆不痛。
我不任命！！

2009-02-08T03:28:00.001+08:00

今天去看了游龙戏凤， look for a star, 真的感触良多。说真的，这部戏可以算是不错吧。虽然有些部分是我看不懂又听不懂得，但是依然收获不浅。我真的非常喜欢舒淇，她的很多角色，我都很喜欢。在这部戏里，她演着一位贫穷的女孩，遇上了一位亿万富豪，自己却不知道。每天与他出去，交往。我觉得她戏里让我最映像深刻是她待人的心切。对她来说，“你对别人好，别人自然而然会对你好”。也许人生就是要这样才会开心吧，互相对彼此好，让生活更容易过。每次看到自己喜欢的角色，还真恨不得自己也想试着演啊！哈哈。也许我该从生活中学习，对别人好。。你也会对我好吗？想借一下戏里的台词：“从前，我从收音机曾经听说，幸福就像是一颗玻璃球。被打碎在地上时，每个人会努力向前去拾起玻璃碎。有些人拾得比较多，有些人拾得比较少，但是都会得到一点幸福。”我已记不太清楚正确的字眼，但是最重要的一点是，“幸福是要自己去争取的”，祝您得到幸福！

为了幸福，我也要努力。诗颖要试着改变自己。为我祈祷哦！

2009-01-17T01:11:00.002+08:00

寂寞开在心事旁
随手种一些伤感
不让星星来窥探
找个沉默的夜晚
找个沉默的夜晚
不让星星来窥探
随手种一些伤感
寂寞开在心事旁

我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉
只能在你不经意时才锁上我心房
你往常的亲切友善是我今生的遗憾
受伤后无悔的埋在不流露的脸上

我愛這首歌。
我的關懷方式，
你了解多少？

从前对着收音机学唱旧的歌
我问妈妈为什么伤心像快乐
妈妈笑着说她也不懂得
我想出去走一走妈妈点点头

天冷你就回来别在风中徘徊
妈妈眼里有明白还有一丝无奈
天冷我想回家童年已经不再
昨天的雨点洒下来那滋味叫做爱
wu...别在风中徘徊
wu...天冷就回来

渐渐对着收音机学唱新的歌
我问朋友为什么做梦也快乐
朋友笑说他从不相信梦
我想出去走一走朋友点点头

天冷你就回来别在风中徘徊
朋友的眼里有明白还有一份期待
天冷我想回家年少已经不再
今天的雨点洒下来那滋味就是爱

现在对着收音机听自己唱的歌
我的他问为什么幸福不快乐
我微笑着说我也不懂得
他想出去走一走
我对他点点头

天冷你就回来
别在风中徘徊
我猜我眼里有明白还有一丝无奈
天冷他没回家我仍然在等待
明天的雨点洒下来那滋味就是爱
wu...别在风中徘徊
wu...天冷就回来

2009-01-13T02:45:00.005+08:00

Results are back.
Its Os~ man.... =.=
Dunno why
i din feel happy
din feel anxious
din feel excited
din feel dissappointed
din feel shocked
din feel surprised.
before my turn i was reading the newspaper?
during my turn..
i was blank.. haha.. when it was my turn, i walked up and the conver was like this:
FT: shiying, heres' ure results.
SY:orh
FT: err, u wanna open it and take a look first?
SY:orh.. (flips and look, for 2 sec, close)
FT: You got ___ for ur L1R5 and __ or L1R4
SY:orh
FT: so, are u satisfied wif ur results?
SY: okay luh
FT:"looks"
SY: err, nidda sign anything or wad?
FT: no.
SY can go?
FT yah.
=.= faints horrrrr..
so.... unfeeling and indifferent lol.
yups so heres my results..
my mum expected me to fail? =/
i had no expectations.
and heres the results:
Eng- A1
Lit- A1
Chi -A1
Comb H - B3
EMaths - B3
Comb S - B4
Hcl - E8

After minusinggg CCA
L1R5- 11
L1R4 - 7

kao rite? hcl so lan.. haha dunnoe wad happend.. i tink zuo wen li ti.. =/ kao.
siann.
lalala...
and i spray my hair like shit?
bleah... thanks bernice.
now theres a bigger problem...
shud i go poly or jc? =/
Advice??? RAWR
i din tink my results are ver good tho. haha.
but it was like huhh.. that i scored a1 for eng and lit.
unexpected. =/

2009-01-10T22:49:00.004+08:00

Went back to PL today, for the cca fair.. haha
it was fun, shouting wif the juniors. took some pics. tho i left early haha
saw a couple of teachers. some din notice me haha. lalala
had fun.

then went to cut hair. and go shop for new year clothes

went back to my grandfather's hse for dinner after that and visited temasek poly with my couzin since we're just around the corner. haha. temasek poly ppl, so highh omg.. lol. :P

anyway, here are the new photo shoot pictures, more of casual wear. and i've alrd signed up for the lee wei song acting class. YAY. hais.. but nid mroe money liao. for the 2nd acting course nid another 1000 and the jap course nid 220, rawr... i nid money.. lets hope chinese new year this year is good. lalala

2009-01-10T22:45:00.002+08:00

What Would You Rather... (To The Extreme)

TAKE THIS SURVEY!

Take this survey

Be recognized for saving 500 people's lives or be voted the no. 1 sexiest person in your country?
recognized for saving 500 people's lives :)

Have an alarm clock that wakes you by slowly making your bed ice cold or an alarm clock that wakes you by shaking your bed violently?
ice cold

Run into a wall or fall down the stairs?
fall down the stairs

Be a pirate or be a ninja?
ninja

Be the no. 1 entertainer for 4 years or be president of the U.S?
no.1 entertainer for 4 years

Walk on the ocean floor or jump to the moon with moonboots?
walk on the ocean floors

Be a superhero or be a super villan?
superhero!

Be really creative or be really intelligent?
creative

Be able to fly or be able to turn invisible?
fly!

Be super famous on YouTube or win 1 thousand dollars?
super famous

Have cookies and milk or juice and crackers?
juice and crackers

Go without watching TV for 2 weeks or without a computer for 2 weeks?
without tv. computer can watch shows what =/

Have a million friends that secretly hate you or have 1 best friend?
1 best fwen

Live in hot weather for the rest of your life or cold weather for the rest of your life?
cold weather. i dun wan get tanned

Take over the Playboy Mansion when Hugh Heffner dies or Win the Lottery?
play boy mansion

Be a good singer or be a good dancer?
singer

Be a famous singer or be a famous actor/actress?
actress =P

Sleep with a celebrity of your choice or not have to work for 5 years?
eeks-

Win 5 million dollars or find true love?
true love. =[

Live in a house on the water or live in a castle?
on the water. i love water

Be Jonny Depp's girlfriend or have Jonny Depp's salary?
Depp's salary.

Be the same age forever or live to 100?
same age forever

Become famous for having a meltdown on YouTube or never become famous?
never become famous

Have lived in the 8th century or be born in the year 3000? (If the world still exists then)
year 3000

Be a mad scientist or a private invertigator?
huh

Have rain for a year non-stop or have nothing but suns for a year non-stop?
rain!

Kill your own meal (meat) or become a vegetarian?
vegetarian!

Get stuck in an elevator for 34 hours or gain 15 pounds?
34 hrs!! rawr. omggg

Be too hot with all your clothes off or too cold with a winter coat on?
too cold

Be alergic to your favorite food or never find true love?
allergic duh

Be a dinosaur or be a penguin?
penguin. so cute..

Be trapped in a haunted house alone or alone on a desterted island?
alone on a deserted island. omg. i tink i commit suicide suan le.

Have love but no money or have money but no love?
hmm.. this is difficult. have money but no love. possible to have love no money meh? ps. i so sadist.

Do Elmo workout videos or be obese?
Elmo!

Live in Paris as a bum for a year or live in Kansas and be rich?
dun get it

Get hit by a car going 8 miles per hour or fall down 2 flights of steps?
is 8 miles fast? sorry i fail my physics.

Give up alcohol or give up your favorite food?
give up..... favourite food

Skip Christmas for a year or skip your birthday for a year?
i can do without both. =/

Own a MAC or own a PC?
MAC

Never use MySpace again or never use Facebook again?
myspace

Only eat chicken for the rest of your life or only eat beef for the rest of your life?
chicken. eew can vegetables or not!

Date the wrong people until you meet the right one or stay single til you meet the right one?
date the wrong ppl.

Have muscular abs or have muscular arms?
abs?

Go to federal prison for 3 months or go through 4 years of high school all over again?
high school!

Have a bird that curses or a dog that humps things?
what the..

Be rich and lose it all or never become rich?
be rich and lose it all. at least haf before mah..

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2009-01-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

Very Cool Survey

TAKE THIS SURVEY!

Take this survey

Spell your name without an E,S,H,I,M,A -
rrn Lw Yng

Are you available?
yes

Whatfs your favorite number?
18

Favorite color?
hot pink

Least favorite color?
green

What are you listening to?
me typing

Are you happy with your life right now?
nope

Favorite Subject?
chinese and social studies

Favorite smell?
Dove soap

How do you make money?
sing

Are you outgoing?
nope

Do you like Big Mac's?
nope

Do you own big sunglasses?
yes

Where do you wish you were right now?
alrd in my dreamland

What should you be doing right now?
sleeping

Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
nope

THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?
yes

Can you touch your toes?
yes

Can you whistle?
yes

Can you wiggle your ears?
no

Can you roll your tongue?
yes

THE DIDS:

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
yes

Did you ever receive an engagement ring?
no

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
no

Did you evey swim in the ocean?
yes

THE DO'S:

Do you believe in God?
yes, maybe

Do you know how to swim?
yes

Do you like roller coasters?
yes

Do you own a bike?
yes

THE DOES:

Does hair loss run through your family?
no

Does your car get good gas mileage?
no car

Does your family have family picnics?
nope

Does home have a bookcase?
not exactly

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been to Canada?
no

Have you ever gone fishing?
yes

Have you ever seen a celebrity?
yes

Have you ever been on a motorcycle?
yes

THE HOWS:

How much money do you have on you right now?
none. preparing to sleep mahh

How many cars have you owned?
zero

How many jobs have you had?
alot

How tall are you?
164.5 approx

THE LASTS:

Last person you hung out with?
colleague

Last thing you said out loud?
bye bye

Last time you ate at McDonalds?
ytd ytd

Last grade completed?
huh

Last thing you bought?
I ŽüŠ§

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?
no thermometer, not at genting

What time did you wake up?
8.30am

What is your favorite car?
mercedez race car

What is your guilty pleasure?
shhh

THE WHOS:

Who is your newest friend you added to Myspace?
none

Who is the friend you have known the longest?
Bernice

Who was your first boyfriend or girlfriend?
none

Who did you drink alcohol with the 1st time?
my mum

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2009-01-07T01:03:00.002+08:00

好不开心。
做工真不容易
最讨厌的就是politics.
我真得很不开心，却得告诉自己，要坚强，
真难，
难道快乐真的离我这么遥远吗？
我要做明星，要快乐。

不要惹我了
小娘惹is nice tho.
hah
nights,

2009-01-01T15:33:00.007+08:00

Crossing over from 31 dec 2008 to 1 Jan 2009 :)

play back first..

this is countdown 2008;

Countdown 2009

you'll see a couple of familiar faces. haha :)

hmm. guessed the coundown was okayy.. its nice to be around familiar pple. to step into the new year together, hmm like not so lonely bah

Pearlyn Teo is so high.. hahha

Then we keep taking pics when other ppl doing impt stuff lol..

okayy lah..

thats the first pic of 2009! yay

Happy new year!!!

its a new beginning for all.

this angle makes me look so fat! rawrr, =[

Anyway new year resolution: 我不任命，我不要认命，这不是我的命。

诗颖要在今年里，勇敢的追寻自己的梦。

为我加油哦！:)

2008-12-31T15:51:00.003+08:00

This Is Me - Joe Jonas e Demi Lovato

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

HAHA. exactly wad i wanna say this new year.
Its gonna be a new year in just a few hours.
Let me jsut be a teeny weeny more thankful here.
I wanna thank all those who walked wif me the past one year, shared all my joys, all my pains, all my regrets and wiped away all my tears. I wanna apologise to those who were hurt by me.. and i hope to haf ur forgiveness.

I wanna thanks each and every one of you who were part of my life in this one year, for without you, this year would haf never turned out like this. Though there were many upset moments too this year, yet its all just bits and parcel of my memory now. I grew up. I learnt. I tried. I failed. I cried. I hated. I loved. Its been a difficult year and im just hoping that every year would be better than the last. Thank you for ur help and ur love these years.

Counting down to NEW YEAR and i just wanna write down all my hopes for 2009.
Im gonna really try hard to achieve my dreams and ambitions. but its still a mystery whether i succeed or fail. Yet im gonna put my best into it. Time is running out, im aging...RAWR. its time to let you know.. that im gonna put in my best shot the next year. Im gonan sing hard, act hard, dance hard, play hard, learn hard! the next year is crucial.

Things im gonna do in the new year :
- embark on a new chapter of my life
- get braces
- learn the piano well
- sing better
- act better
- dance wif more confidence
- look out for more opportunities.
- get and maintain at my ideal weight

Its time..
Im no longer that girl.
the one lost.
but am still one girl who yearns for ur support and love.

I hope things in the family would be better next year too.
I hope nothing major makes me fall back again.
I love you. would u say u love me too.

Oh, and met up wif church leaders just now.
it was nice and sweet. lalala =]]
i'll remember ya.

continue counting~

its new year yet my mum is in genting rawr.. its ok.. i'll enter 2009 without her

2008-12-20T23:40:00.008+08:00

Christmas seems to be getting worse every year =[

Haiz. had family xmas party today...

Are we really getting too old for xmas?
haizz.. =[

Shiying VS Pearlyn 大對抗！jk.

dai wo zou!~ actually by rainie.

Pearlyn

Shiying

Ru yan. little nyonya song.

Pearlyn

Shiying

2008-12-20T02:13:00.003+08:00

Busy wif work lately, everyday up at 7+ and home at 11. its tiring. especially the standing.. haha.. well, but i got to made a few more fwens haha.. and some whom i think are ver capable and nice, especially shan jie.. haha.. i tink shes a childhood fwen? ehh ahah, she noe my mum, saw me b4 but we never really talked. but hah shes nice.. shes got character.. im so admiring her.. shall post some working pics next time.. but if u ever wanna eat like nice durian puffs from 717 must come sms me and ask me where i am kay?? haha i get fresh fresh one for u ! WAKAKA.... ooh.. haf durian log cake too~ so cute...

Went mediacorp on tuesday to support my couz for CSS, do support her! hahah.. Benita.. yah, saw alot of other CSSs but haha YAY got Felicia Chin!!! hehehe.. preety her. and the real singer of Little Nyonya came, Olivia Ong and sang the song live¬ which was superbly nice¬

Xmas is around the corner, hows shopping for u guys? I wanna ask my mum if i can keep a kitten, cause somebody offered to gif me one, one thats clean, injected and after deworming and blaaa.... i hope she would agree but its only 0.07% to that success rate =[ IM SO SAD! rawrr... =[[[[

Results are out for N levels, i wonder how our batch scored... scaryy January is coming¬¬ Results coming out¬ AHHH

Can i make a Xmas wishlist here :( ::

1- Good results for Os
2- Keep a kitten
3- Go for the acting course in LWS that cost a thousand bucks
4- I want a mp4
5- Pink princessy lappy
6-To learn Jap along wif my other music courses
7-Renovate my room
8- Showers of love and happiness
9- Confidence and improvement in singing,dancing and acting.
10- Opportunities
11- A better and happier year ahead
12- Forgiveness

Went haidie late today, danced.. =] wif darl oh and i met bernice earlier haha, we went shopping and walking for long distances hahahhaa.. thanks dear for the belated present. luv ya!¬ oh darling love ya too haha.. do take care.. get well soon. then we can sing sing sing dance dance dance rarw rawr rawr

love this song and lyrics :)

愿意合上眼才能美梦无边
别让悔熏乌了从前
也许碎片才能让回忆展颜
何妨瓷花拼凑明天
谁带我寻获幸福的模
却自己谜中困锁
谁为我留下缱绻的天涯
信物是抹晚霞

思念如燕它飞舞舌尖
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜
意念婆娑时间里推磨
追随到何处才结果
燕如针线在青空缝编
几幅女红将以泪缀点
誓言斑驳情雾只是经过
风雨中且让我盈步婀娜

2008-12-13T15:21:00.001+08:00

2008-12-09T03:39:00.001+08:00

From Felicia Chin's blog

I watched life transformers today..
very touched by how much love is still ard us
not only from our two hosts, volunteers,
but even our crew, normal folks, from the rich and the poor
helping each other
strangers we all may be
but everyone still helped..
genuine love n concern
thats what touched me
and yes..
a light suddenly shone on the little cloud cast above my head..
dun we all have this little grey cloud sometimes..
life isnt that bad
put on a little smile
take a deep long breath
lets face everything bravely
if possible
do something nice today
to a stranger who may never be able to repay yr kindness..
help someone open the door,
buy a drink for the auntie cleaning our tables at the hawker centre
give yr security guard a wave and a smile when u leave yr house,
tell someone dear tt u love him or her
do something nice everyday=)

-same thoughts- =]
lets make it a project

2008-12-08T02:44:00.002+08:00

每当夜晚降临时，我都不经想起一些问题
想一下未来的路，是的确的那么可怕。
我无法想象，当我遇到困难时，到底能投靠谁
到那个时候，友情仿佛显得那么脆弱。
有时真的感到很无助
当我问父母这个问题时，父亲总是默默无声，母亲之说靠自己。
我知道我做不到。
人非圣贤，怎能完美？
一定会遇到些不如意的事。
到底谁会在身旁，谁会离你而去。
无助。。。

2008-12-06T00:09:00.003+08:00

我都说过了，真的不痛。
我就是要倔强。
决不会让泪往下流。
真的不够成熟。

Somehow, feel connected to this song. Although the two xiao mei mei still cant sing out the feeling but haha.. the lyrics are nice. Stuck, hanging. it feels like theres no where that i really belong. everything seems to be fading away, everything. Sometimes, its like why do i care so much, maybe i din nid to.. hmmm.. stoopid me.. rawr.

Its time to make a choice, even if it hurts. its like i dun care anymore.
I cant feel. cold.. blown out..
Do i matter? lol.
no.

haidie-ed today.. zoh boh.. waste time.
i do enjoy it tho.
lol.
decisions and choices to be made.
Is it rite?
hmm.
我没想得太多吧
anyway watching 萤火虫的梦nowadays.
secondary sch life.
reminded me of alot of stuff.
but mostly the -bad- times.

Empty.
unfeeling.
me?

我永远都达不到你的要求
竟使我曾努力过
你却从不看到我得付出
也就算了
我不难过
真的不同
真的不痛

2008-12-01T11:19:00.003+08:00

Im too lazy to upload pics here and post abt the hk trip.
pictures can tell the story too rite??
anyway, if ur interested in the pics go to my facebook =]

我记得，她曾今说过这是她的家。
原来我无家可归。

thanks tessa for accompanying me that day

2008-11-24T01:53:00.003+08:00

回来了，心却不在
就算返回最熟悉的地方，却还是感到有点陌生
看到街道，看到灯光，却抵达不到,只停留在边缘
但是却喜欢这种被人遗忘的感觉。
真得很舒服，不需要想这么多
谢谢那些在生日当天msg 我的人。
忘了跟你说我有auto-roaming 收得到简讯
谢谢那些没有祝贺我的人，因为你让我更享受被遗忘的滋味。
我回来了，真的回来了。
香港之旅，很快会与你们分享。
自恋的我拍了很多照片
明天再上载吧

在这里希望那些去prom的人都有个难忘的夜晚
也祝贺qiying能进campus~

-明天见，这是你对我说的最后一句话-

2008-11-16T22:55:00.006+08:00

Was very emotional ytd midnite, upset, angry, hatred.. every negativity clouded my mind.

Thanks to those who were wif me ytd nite.

but, lol, couldnt control myself. sorry, but yea....

really, dinnoe wads wrong wif her.

and its like not that i dunnoe im such a useless person.

dieting lately, its difficult when everyone wants to treat me to food =.=, preferrably no food, but strictly even so, non fat food only! and not after 8pm.rawr.

Anyway, went out wif my couzins and auntie, and my jie jie ytd.

I really love my jie, haha, she bought alot of things for me and i had alot of fun wif her. i miss u!

THANKS

Went church today.. i was desperate to get out of the house, im sorry if its such a stoopid excuse but yea.... was the like first time i went to church ALONE, walked in alone.. astonished. shocked. that i actually go back after like how many months of not going and listening to the pastor's msg.haa. but stepping in its like coming back to somewhere familiar but yet not familiar. its a weird feeling, but i tink overall today was okay? =/, haha, church had my favourite song, AmazingGrace, and pastor khong did the preaching which was, more enjoyable to me. Special thanks to MS and hwee, made today;s church not so bad today =]

ermm, then i went to dad's house for dinner, he bought storybooks for me, wadever that i requested... nice? =/ yeaps. i love my dad =] He listens to my part of story too.. He loves me. He does things for me. He helps me. He explains. He doesnt blame me. He cares. He teaches me. He lets me have a choice. I love him.

Captivated wif the books :

a million little pieces

a place called here

I watcheds spideyman 3 again... still felt alot for the storyline.. yups hatred and vengence can really bring great power, power so great that it devours you wholly. in everything we do, we have a choice to do wads right.. but why do i always seee myself choosing to do the bad one? =/ i feel like im the person, Eddie, who cant let go of the great demon of hatred and vengence and in the end dying along wif it as the explosion takes place.. Its still nice that the bells knocked the demon out. hah. its called venom? poison.. yeps...

Still cant help feeling emo and troubled.

I cant help but go back to my emo self. I dun get the unreasonable ways of life. I dun get it! Why am i always the one who does things. Why am i the one who gets blamed. Why am I the one who must listen everytime. Why am i the one who pple calls me as "unfeeling". Why am I the one whom is regarded as trash. Why do i mean nothing to everybody. Why am i just me. Why cant i believe some things. Why do i revert back to always the way i used to be. Why Why Why.. Why am i not strong enough. Why am i so ever weak. Why do you expect so much of me. Why cant i just do it. Why cant i be the way who u ever wanted. Why is life like this. Why do i always feel so inadequate. Why am i getting used to hiding when i dun wanna face up. Why am i getting used to being someone im not for all to see.

Any answers? =/

I hate her. I love him.

I hate myself.

Let me escape awhile more.

-MIA- for awhile.

Bye bye world.

24and a half hrs and counting..

but it seems useless to do so..

theres nothing worth celebrating.

This year's birthday is trashy too.

-final-

在我的世界里，再也没什么值得我去留恋。

在脑海中，只知道自己确实很累。

我不再认得镜子中的我。

再也掩饰不住心中的感受。

我真的是这么冷酷无情吗？

我真得这么令你失望?

Am i a good person? =/

2008-11-14T22:28:00.008+08:00

想用华文来post今天所发生的事。

说真的，我不知如何，今天我又回到了以前的忧郁。

突然间又是以前的诗颖，喜欢穿jacket, 喜欢用头发盖住双眼。

很不喜欢人家从我眼神中知道我的感受。

不知为什么，也不是因为累的关系，今天又怀念被黑暗吞没的感觉。

好像每天面对别人的我，都不是我，到底谁是诗颖？

可是话说回来，今天本来还蛮好玩的，因为是小珂老师的生日~~

我们一大早就来到海蝶来写card, 发现我是写得最长的 =.=, 更何况，我又不是她喜爱的那种类型的学生，真ironic. 钢琴课一完时，我和michelle,就冲到舞蹈室，做准备，然后再去recep一起叫老师来。场面还蛮尴尬的。到了教室，放下书包后，ashley :"老师，我们有东西要对你说" , 然后我们就唱了生日歌，并给了她礼物。她笑容很甜，对我们说了谢谢，就开始上课了。上课嘛，我就开始不自在，因为今天老师要求我们跳freestyle, 而且跳舞是我最没信心的一关，所以整堂课，我都站在那里看。老师一直要求我跳，我却什么都没做，还真对不起她，我真得无法跨出那一步。不知道，今天真的，我完完全全失去了自信。可能也是因累的关系，让我无法在别人面前演戏，被打回原型。

生日快乐！小珂老师~

老师拿的是我们做的卡。美吧。

记得昨天还须在楼梯口做那个卡片，做到晚上 =.=

真怪~

老师美吧！！！

哈哈，站在她旁边真的，haizz lol .

还好下个星期会去香港，要不然，我真不知道该怎么办才好，我开始害怕舞蹈，害怕面对。

这就是我。

在无声的世界里，请用心来聆听。

perhaps its all just a facade, its all just an act.

I'll miss you guys and duhh haidie!~

hmm, shall take more pics to share =P

and hope that everything will be fine after that, tho i doubt so.
i was giddy n cold sweating during dance anywayyy =[

在心里的深处，总会有一个部分是黑暗的。

在最美丽的笑容，总会有不是真实的时候。

在最专注的眼神中，总会有人看不出来你的感受。

在最想对你诉说的时候，你也不在我身旁。

在最快乐的时侯，也可以充满着悲伤

在最不愉快的时候，却可以不流泪

在最热恋的恋爱中，还可以很痛

在你眼前的我，可能不是我。

你认识的我，也可能不会再出现

2008-11-12T21:57:00.007+08:00

Im such a bz bee lately.. haha

Loving music forest.

Anyway went to cut and highlight me hair today.

pls dun get a shock

since its like damn bright =.=

yay fann wong rawks@

HEY YOU ALL.. PLS GO WATCH THIS VIDEO AND VOTE(rate) FOR IT!

VER IMPT THAT YOU DO

I NID ALL THE SUPPORT FROM U ALL!

THANKS

http://www.dtvm.sg/video/27/Your-Love-My-Dream
Please ask ure fwens to vote too!

2008-11-11T11:41:00.001+08:00

Im so into jianfei-ing again,
especially before going to hongkong! rawr!

2008-11-10T11:39:00.004+08:00

Its been long since I've last posted anything here, have been busy wif various things, but probably not exams~ haha. Well, Im like such an ultimate slacker that it doesnt even make a difference that exams are ending tmr! lol.

Anyway, had alot of fun at haidie. It seems that we can never judge a person's character just based on one occassion, its came to me that haidie teachers are ALL ver professional and nice to be with. Xue ling, Xiao Ke and Sandy, they're all ver ver nice.. Its amazing how these teachers are willing to sacrifice their time for their students. For XueLing lao shi, there were two occassions in which I found ver amazing, Once was when another student not in my class told her that one of his classmate was having difficulty wif dancing, and wanted to quit dancing. Xue ling was ver nice and told him to continue to encourage that guy and she will discuss it wif the dance teacher Xiao Ke, another occassion is when she told one of my classmate that she would help her prepare for an audition after class. Its like so nice rite? She really din nid to, especially since she arent really that close to us as compared to others. For Sandy laoshi, hah shes really patient when shes teaching. Many of us were having trouble catching up especially some of my classmates who had never really played the piano properly before. Well, she sat down and taught them, explain and shes really nice when she do so. =] HAH, she never scolds lol.. For Xiao Ke lao shi, I really nid to thank her alot. HAH, although strict at times she can be ver nice too. LOL, she helped us to act in a video. HAH.. lol, when i seriously thought that she wun.. STRESSED.. acting wif her, later i NG i die! geez.. Well, doing the video editting, when its finished, i nid your help to vote too!~~ so hee watch out.

Next, haha, ytd i went around the whole of town looking for L_____ some of u might noe. yeps, its tiring luhh.. HEE oh and then i met my couzin and went in continuition looking for L____. HAH, till its at nite. we went pass Clarke Quay, and i decided to spend some time there. HAH, realised that Singapore can ber ver nice at night, esp since Clarke Quay, the usual pub areas are not so crowded on Sunday nights. So, the atmosphere was really nice, calm and soothing. We sat by the water and looked at the night lights. HEE... NICE~~~~ , i shall visit there again when im free.

Some PICS:

HAH, anyway congrats to those who made it to Campus Super Star 2009 round2~ jyjy peeps.!

Was looking at this vid, many memories, some of u mite find it familiar haha. =]

2008-10-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

hmm.. today is a boring day.
I really dun like pple to ps me last min.
well.... but i tolerate.
and i forgive.
我觉得包容是最大的伟大
我选择包容

currenly pple say this song is the best.
wad u tink.

Its so quiet. let me be emo awhile..

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside. She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so good that you won't recognize.Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.A strong girl keeps her stuff in line-and with tears running she still manages to spit the simple words "I'm fine."

2008-10-26T00:26:00.003+08:00

This world is damn freak.
说实在的，太多悲剧与悲伤了
results for the rest are back.
For those who got good results.
A sincere word of grats and work hard next year.
For those who din score well.
Suan le. just do ure best the next time round.
Dun emo le~~
Some of u noe who this msg is for...
yups.. :) JYJY ohhhh~~~
Yups. Anything can talk to me. :)

Anyway, Os is in its Mids.
Well, should be ok-ok until now i guess.
But i ver no confident for physics.
No matter how ez, its still difficult for me.
Haiz....
I slacked ytd and today.
Ytd went haidie. was quite ok i guess.
Stressed~ haha.. the piano teacher, Sendy expect so much from me.
Oh no..~ i also no background leh, she like think i ver zai like tat..
NO loh haha
And then we were filiming.. aha.
funnehness.
Then we all took the piano room like our cabin like tat, throw our things all over..
=P hee... and we stayed until 10pm =] YAY.
today spent my whole day singing...
I like to sing this song now :

~ sang by me.
sorrie some parts nan ting :)

Well.. haiz..
sot of emo.. but nvm.
i just cant understand why this world like got so much sadness like tat.
Dun like dun like..
RAWRR

2008-10-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

Support support

2008-10-20T00:29:00.002+08:00

Was a fun day today.
Met Vic,Darie,Jiaying,Linda early at _____ and went around getting ready...
Took bus to cherryhill and bus to expo.
Was late.
Met ber,jan,val
Walk to hall 10
Walk to front, ushers say no seats, we went to toilet there sit.
Thinking how to get hui out alone later.
Din wan ___ to know and see us
Alot of pple saw us
We siam.
Pray they dun tell hui.
Pearlyn come.
Service end
Told pearlyn go find hui they all
Took a long time.
I spying outside.
Ber and rest waiting at another place.
We wait and wait.
Hide behind toilet and followed them from the back.
Sing bday song.
Hui was... shocked?
Was standing behind her din see her facial expression.
LALALA
Blow candle
End.
Weird talking.
FUN FUN FUN
other parts dunnid say le.
lol.
Ur a year older.. wakkakaka
LAO LE LA

2008-10-19T00:01:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday hui!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-10-18T00:30:00.006+08:00

我爱上了海蝶!!!
hahha. yeps i dunnoe why but today haidie lessons totally rawked and i din studie. wakkaa. wasted one whole day but well, its worth it!!! =] im one happy girl...

firstly met darling,ting-er at the mrt, and I weren't late for once, although i did left e house quite late. haha. wore sth that well, i dun norm wear out, haha. darling say i look different =] hee. then we bought drinks and went to haidie. its weird that when we go there, we realised theres no one and the dance room din lock, so we used it. its a crazy time wif her, i had fun tho.we sang and danced and act until the others reached too, then i was too tired to do anything liao. haha. she's energy-absorbing man my dar.

haha. then had piano lessons, was alright, but i was rather stressed for the theory part, so difficult!?@#! haha well but still handle-ble, haha. so played tong hua and teacher said sing, so i sang and played once.. then she teached sth new to add on to the left hand part, then she finished checking every student and came to me, ask me to play and sing again...... then i said "huh mus sing ah..." she said" why not,你声音蛮好听的啊.." haha so sweet, its been long since anyone said that i guess.....haidie rawks/

then had dance, i guess it was the first time ever that i told myself that i must not give up on anything, so that the teacher wun black face me cause i was rather irritated last week.. i reflected haha, guess that no teacher on earth wud like her student to just use health prob as an excuse to not to some hard stuff in class, must try, i told myself to try my best for the physical for dance, and i really did. i wunder if xiaoke shifted the whole exercise to be against the wall for me haha, but if she did i thank her for it. =] heee... and she seemed not so dao to me today, i wunder why.... or its just my imagination haha. guess shiying shud really stop using alot of excuses to not get things done... =] well, she seemed more pleased wif me today, at leas she looked at me haha. And her ending speech was 发人深醒, dunnoe is shoot me or not, she said must 放开, 不能怕, 才可以做艺人 this strucked me hard, i realised that without hard work and wif all my excuses i wun go anywhere, even if i dun like dance and my aim is to become an actress, actress work nids mroe determination bah, its really difficult, but yeps i tell myself i will try and not give up so easily le..

谢谢小坷老师 and piano teacher.. haha made my time at haidie nice and i guess they are really nice teachers after all.... =] tho i doubt they will read this.. haha really thank them, i guessed i learnt alot today, haha... oh yea, today i danced my best today, haha darling, i sacrifice so much for u.. heee..haha yups darling taught us a dance today, and i did it, haha.... slowly step by step, guessed its the first time i dance like tat, its astonishing... but now all muscle ache and i nearly sprained my ankle, but it was cool, the four of us together... hee.. when its more perfect then maybe take vid put here gwa =]

lastly, care to help me comment,

http://heygorgeous.mediacorptv.sg/babes.htm

hehe search for me. lol. and vote when theres voting, nid register tho haha, but well.... i noe im not gorgeous bla bla like duhhhh.. haha.. but just for fun =] thanks.. dun wan then dun go haha.. but seriously i dun exactly expect myself to make it anyway. =]

yeps yeps, i love haidie.

i guess, i tink too much and get ver affected by wad pple say and how they look at me smtimes.. well.. shant brood on it so much... but yea.... well....

love u darling =]

2008-10-16T14:16:00.002+08:00

shyt. i screwed up my prac. dunnoe wad happened. but im so sure i wun score well for it, much more for science. stoopid. i tink i got like 4out of 9 Qns CFM wrong le. Shiying die le la. crap self-psycho myself that its okay. but well its not. lol. crap crap crap....

Its not my lucky day today.

I redo and redo also cant get correct results.

下一次微笑，应该还需一段时间把
真心上扬的嘴角
也许太过遥远了

2008-10-15T17:34:00.005+08:00

下一次微笑

emo singing~sorry about poor recording

上一次微笑之后
世界遗漏了什么
怎么会突然忘了许多感动
难过的事总有好多
头顶的天空总是灰蒙蒙
流泪的时候却忘了为什么
淡红色指头陪我煎熬
黑夜破晓在嘴边咬了又咬
我好想忘掉
为何烦恼
对着天空大声的叫
下次微笑你会看到
我真心上扬的嘴角
有人会在天涯海角
种一片草原看我奔跑
下次微笑我会骄傲
放晴的感觉多么好
不放弃总会等得到我那
熬过风暴真的微笑

btw i noe rainie sing better. duh. shes a singer.
lol. so dunnid compare hah.
n im not familiar wif the song.
just heard it today.
so some parts sing wrong.
haha.
its just i like the song.
crap emo me~
tmr Os prac. wish me luck.

2008-10-12T23:24:00.004+08:00

there's just somethings i cant forget which is so irritating.
its like once i tink abt it, tears just come.
i hate this feeling.
damn it.

Smtimes its like no one ever cares or rather, thinking abt the future, theres such a high possibility that i'll be all alone. when i nid smone, no one would ever be there i guess.
Fwens cant be there for you forever, so hu i am to go to.. yeps alone in this big scary lonely world. its not helping being the only child. vulnerability seems to be too stupid a thing to show to people. its not helping.. rawrr.

Its not about who you are, its about what you become when you try.
Dare to dream.
Nope. i dun.
Studying is not productive.
Getting emo nowadays.
I wonder why.
Founder's day is coming.
Os is coming.
I've got no mood to study.
positivity=0.
fakeit.

Its so difficult to survive alone.
Keep smiling...
Yet u'll never noe the behind story.
Dun ever remind me about it.
I hadnt been posting negative posts for too long.
I wonder what happened to me.
-Control-

2008-10-11T01:00:00.006+08:00

i hate shiying.
dunnoe why i suck so greatly.
i tink i suck at everything.
wad to do.
shit, getting abit n abit more emo
time is running out
chances are flying past
and im wasting my time
gotta hurry and catch it
yet its so sure i will slip and fall
shiying gives up, i give up
it had never worked well and will never do
i suck suck suck.
be it singing or dancing or acting or even character
im not one bit better than anyone
i wonder wad my quality is
i seached and searched yet found nothing
perhaps its meant to be
its destined for me to never succeed
no matter how pple cheer me on it seems to be of no use
one mistake is too grave, the first impression stays.
im dead dead dead.
its gone im gone all gone.
i hate to be like this
but im just like this.
i hate myself yes thats wad i mean
i hate myself alot.
i hate, detest dislike.
theres a voice screaming in my head
replaying that scene over and over again
shiying u suck u really do
i cant help it to think its true.
i give up, its fated, i give up.

haidie lessons today, i screwed up big time. so wrong fuck me.
maths tuition and i got damn lan results.
oh man wads the use of even trying.

PROVE,
prove ureself to be able to
SHOW
show pple u wan to
REVEAL
reveal the you.

being smone i want to be VS being myself.
how the hell to choose.
DAMN
shiying u suck big time,.
let the blood drip dear.

2008-10-08T16:35:00.003+08:00

Haven't had time to post and update. miraculously i found time today and shall just blog.
Yes Yes, Os is coming in 2 weeks and its indeed weird to see Shiying studying/chionging/making notes/having maths tuition every nite until 11pm. ITS WEIRD. i wonder wads up wif me anyway, lol, i also dunnoe.. hee.. but aiyaa shiying also not ver hardworking lah. Haidie lessons resume on friday and I'll be learning dance/piano/sing with a bunch of new friends? Sounds exciting?? haha. i am egg-citedd.. WOOHOO!

Today's chapel was the last chapel service im gonna have in my entire life i tink. since i doubt i can make it to any JCs with chapel anyway. HAH. hmm i nearly fell asleep tho during sermon. worship the songs all dunnoe -am i outdated or wad- and theres HOLY COMMUNION?!?!? weird sia?! haha. but not obliged to take it.. so.... haha. I love the ending tho, of the chapel service, its so sweet of the teachers to make a video for the Sec4 cohort even when they are so bz marking scripts, they din forget us =] Although i dun really noe all the teachers but the messages they left there are indeed so sweet. Its amazing how time passes so fast and its gonna be "leaving of the sheltering walls" soon. So SAD! Come to think of it, its gonna be a scary world out there, outside PL when ur alone unlike the PL family. HAIZ. shud haf cherished the time there more. Also, the teachers all went up stage and sang a song for us =] SO SO SO TOUCHING CAN?!?! awww it made Bernice cry, i teared tho. -thinking bout how teachers have been a caring lot towards me during sec2 and sec 3- Thanks. =]

Of course i doubt any PL teachers will chance upon this small little blog of mine. but just wanna say a great big THANK YOU to all PL teachers. hah.

Mrs Lum is charming
Mrs Koh is funny
Mrs Pang is nice
Ms Hazelin is sugary
Mr Lim is -shrugs-
Mrs Loo is strict
Mdm Hu is caring
Miss Gan is absolute
Mr Thomson is cute =.=

Ok, i got ver bad vocabs. hah. but ALL pl teachers are beloved! =]
So memorable--- AHHHHH

2008-10-01T12:36:00.002+08:00

Shiying wants a toy poodle =[[[

2008-09-28T19:50:00.007+08:00

Its indeed the time to start working and doing something about it....

太任性所以会失去
太固执所以不相信
太害怕所以会放弃
太幼稚所以不聆听
太倔强所以会逃亡
太坚强所以会假装
太失望所以会绝望
太软弱所以会白费

其实也许
你不再在乎我
你要我知道
爱莫能助

“Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.” Are you happy?

"I'll rather be hated for who i am, than loved for who i'm not and I'll rather be loved for who i am, than hated for who i'm not" and it makes me wonder who am I

"Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are." Its difficult.

"Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it." Thats why i said keep smiling. :)

"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." I wonder what happens if the sails spoil. -shrugs-

"You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there." Yah, but i looked into the mirror and saw a :(

"We have no right to ask when a sorrow comes, 'Why did this happen to me?' unless we ask the same question for every joy that comes our way." yeayea I get it. Maybe i shud start asking.

"Tears are words the heart can't express" Cry it out my dears.

2008-09-26T18:19:00.006+08:00

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haixxxx..
rawrrrrr

shall jian fei. kaoness.

PLEASE STOP ME FROM EATING
INCLUDES:
CAKE (birthday cakes too)
FAST FOOD
CURRY
MAGGIE
FRIED FOOD
CHIPS
ICE CREAM
CHOCOLATES
SWEETS
BUBBLE TEA
PORK (lest OILESS?)
CHICKEN(lest OILESS?)
MILK
BUTTER
CHEESE
PIZZA
MILK TEA
EGGS(lest no oil)
BREAD
SUGAR
CAN DRINKS

shiying crazy liao... wakkakaka.. yea.. jian fei. rawrr.

也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

2008-09-25T22:30:00.003+08:00

爱不是给得不多
是不知道要的是什么
为什么当我推开门
却没人来拉住我
也许一个拥抱能代替所有
也许爱绝对能够动摇我

如果开口那只是我要来的温柔
离开或许是想要被挽留
要用什么来融化这一片沉默
怕还没说话泪就会先流

都是因为背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多心也有坠毁的时候

过去的种种在心里滚成雪球
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我搞不懂
明明从前
连争执都很甜美
现在怎会说句话就能痛一遍
我们到底怎么了

lt's okay l'm okay
你不要误会
我只是有点累
却没时间崩溃
如果有时灰心失望
那是因为太爱对方

谁能一开始对爱就闪伤
谁能才刚启程就有方向
不辛苦不困难
何必渴望最珍贵的宝藏

我曾经以为爱应该诚实
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
坦白一切留给我决定
是多么的自私

也许我真的不用你陪

2008-09-23T23:45:00.001+08:00

星星要微笑

一闪一闪的眼睛
在那寂静的夜里
回忆当时多美丽
怀念那晚的情景

时间已慢慢流去
只剩我在这夜里
仿佛星星也哭泣
问爱为何随风去

是谁教会我孤独时
要仰望着星空
你说星星它会把眼泪都带走

stay with me
别让我伤悲
walk with me
don’t leave me there
许个愿，
要实现
这一刻停止到永远
stand by me
别让我恐惧
cause your love can make me see
愿自己，
能快乐
你说我微笑最美

written by shiying :)

2008-09-22T00:13:00.003+08:00

为什么人生是多么的复杂？
就不能简单点吗？
为什么要做这么多选择？
不是冥冥中早已注定的吗？
为什么会让我遇见你？
难道都是巧合吗？
为什么有这么多没答案的问题？
是我自己想太多吗？

今天诗颖又被钢琴吸引住了
自己编曲添字
有一刹那又仿佛回到了海洋的怀抱
想舒舒服服的睡着
在海浪上做梦
仰望星星

我深深相信
当一个人没有期望的时候
才不会失望
再沦落成绝望

2008-09-18T21:56:00.005+08:00

因为昨天是de100th post, 所以就按下了博客的archives,想回顾一下自己到底这几个月写了什么. 很明显的是，我看得很清楚自己一路走来有不快乐也有快乐但却还是度过了. 我看得到自己的逐渐成长，看到自己慢慢走出往事的黑影，更正确地去面对一切.我不能说我现在把自己处理得很好，还是有些时候会不由自主地回到喜爱蓝色与深海的世界，但也学会了自己走出来. 很感谢一路陪着我的你们，教会了我许多也见证了诗颖的却长大了，没这么幼稚。

其实我还蛮喜欢以前blog的风格，好像在读作文这样。我希望大家不会因为这是华文而不读，因为我认为我的华文post,好像比英文的好多了！！！hahahaha..

时间的钟不停的跳动
你教我学习如何丛荣
谁没有梦
但你们的笑容
融化了我所有泪水的承重
感谢您们的厚爱
我全都感受得到
我也许还不能完全成功
但至少我会永远记得
永远庆幸有你爱我..

快乐是当你在没有人看着的时候
还是会微笑..
我要快乐。

看着我。
我演的是我。

2008-09-17T18:47:00.011+08:00

the 100th post.... :)

若现在有一颗星落下来
或者我已不再存在
竟是你不爱，即使要分开
若这一刻我得严重痴呆
根本不需要被爱
永远在床上做梦
一生不会再悲哀
人总需要勇敢生存
我还是再从新许愿
咧如会有奇迹出现

明年今日，不要再失眠
床木都改变
如果有幸会面
我会一直等待你出现

Shiying still hates chapel.

RAWRRRR

当我还是一个懵懂的女孩
遇到爱不懂爱从过去到现在
直到他也离开留我在云海徘徊
明白没人能取代
他曾给我的信赖
see me fly i'm proud to fly up high
不能一直依赖别人给我拥戴
believe me i can fly
i am singing in the sky
就算风雨覆盖
我也不怕重来

我已不是那个懵懂的女孩
遇到爱用力爱
仍信真爱
风雨来不避开
谦虚把头低下来
像沙鸥来去填密
只为寻一个奇迹

see me fly
i'm proud to fly up high
生命已经打开我要你总精彩
believe me i can fly
i am singing in the sky
你曾经对我说做勇敢的女孩

我盼有一天能和你相见
骄傲的对着天空说
是借着你的风
let me fly i'm proud to fly up high
生命已经打开我要你总精彩
believe me i can fly
i am singing in the sky
你曾经对我说做勇敢的女孩
我不会孤单因为你都在

我已不是那个懵懂的女孩
我在学习
尝试努力

最近一直看一些香港剧

再一次观看了美丽在望

也又一次爱上了容祖儿

喜欢她戏里的角色

让我学会了很多东西

让我更立志要当演员

我爱上了广东

爱上了香港

顺便在这一提

我把佘诗漫当成了我心目中香港的范文芳

超爱两人的演技，气质和美丽

让我更加坚定自己的目标

不为钱，不为利

只因为纯粹的我喜欢

值得一提的是，诗颖要去香港啦！

2008-09-09T19:52:00.003+08:00

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Support Support!!!
:)
shall update soon~

2008-09-01T00:50:00.001+08:00

smiles.. holsssss... = singing.. lalalalalala

Song: 买买买
singer: by2
now by: me..
some parts sing wrong/ too soft bla bla i apologise.. anw =]]]
for funn..

2008-08-29T22:51:00.005+08:00

HEYHEY@ its hols!!!!!! WOOHOOO..
bleah shiying its just 1 week. wads the big hurray for!!~~
anyway lets talk abt ytd.
Physics test.. i cant even do 1 qns.
give up.
haha i plan to fail maths and science.
ermm practical.
playing wif the instruments watching the weight bounce up and down
that i forgot to check my work and realised my whole graph wrong.
bleah~~~

today teachers day celebration
was the last performance (4b2) so we din get to watch the whole show!!
arghh last year still cant watch.
hah me and ber couldnt coordinate the triangle on stage
played some wrongly bla blabla..
but i do hope that the teachers like the lyrics......
huh huh huh huh?
haha had fun wib the class.
like so NAN DE of shiying.
eh... took class photos.
so cool rite?
this is carmeraderae( dunno how spell lazy check)
hah..
Happy teacher's day and grats to those who received the award (=.=)
din go back to pri sch cause mrs mabel tan not there..
she on leave.
haiz.. so sian.. its like boriiing afternn. haha.
oh ya aces day was funny.
din really do the dance cause haha din feel like it.
i tink FCBC dancers de dance nicer.. WAKAKAK.
TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALL!
well. but towards the end was ok i guess.
wib ber they all.
i realised u better dance properly rather than half-heartedly
later pple think u cant dance haha.
anyawy i realised sth.
Taachers do gossip about students man
and they make it so obvious!
LOL!!!ness
shant say anything here.
but well. its such a joke.

night.
just now sang under the block.
lorong lew lian.
host was liu ling ling and lan tian.
scarie..
its alot of pple... filled. crazines
tink its quite screwed cause i sore throat
din sing really well.
but it was WOW that im on stage wib liu ling ling~~!
lalalalala.
=]
some pics: zi lian de wo. =]

hah. 7th month ending.. how are u guys///

不由得问自己
为什么那么冷漠
是你变了
还是是我长大了
已看穿了人间事物

2008-08-27T23:56:00.005+08:00

Stoopid literature made my eyes open to irony.
made my life full of it.

HAH.
whoever reads my chinese compo today will definitely define it as Irony.
haizz... super Ironic.

Lit today was...
idunnohowtodo.
but i dun tink will fail.

failing maths and science for sure tho.

teacher's day is coming to town.
i wonder why..
as u grow up
u know less how to appreciate

~sigh.~
emo me.
fann acts great.
way to go.
沸腾冰点

就算是生存在最顶尖的那一段
在24小时却能完全颠覆
从沸腾的心态
坠落到冰点
让你无法自拔

也许有你就足够。。。。

2008-08-26T20:52:00.003+08:00

Im strongly against parents who prohibit their children of any dreams and ambitions. who always drag them down purposely. Hate it!

let me try to forget wad happened ytd!.
let me get lost in my world.

wadever it is.
i hold on to my dream.
its at least the only motivation in my life.
let me hold on to it a little while more.

"~~我唱响世界所有你爱听的歌
直到我沙了哑了都不觉口渴
世界有太多悲剧太多伤心了
只要有你的掌声就能很快乐~~"

给我掌声，让我能快乐。
lalalalallalalallalalalallallalalalal~
你听见了吗？

2008-08-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

1st test tmr!
English.
Do wish me luck.

2008-08-20T16:37:00.008+08:00

yay new blog pic. haha.. will change e skin soon if got time lah.. anyway share some pics =]
abit act cute..
haha not i choose to.
my mum said to.
no choice.
>.<

我的梦看来每人会懂
我的心也因此不会受感动
在我的美梦还未实现之前
我希望丑小鸭暂时停止变成天鹅
在我的美梦还没做完之前
我希望灰姑娘暂时停止变成公主
只要你陪我到达梦境
我就能永远和你心连心

got singing at night,
gotta prepare bye peeps.
share more nxt time.
shit fatness.. =.=
haizz..

2008-08-17T23:12:00.004+08:00

STAND UP! STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE!!!!!!!~~~

haha watched li jia wei's match just now.. its nice tho lost but yea it was a good fight.

li jia wei's good. at least shes tall and quite pretty too.. and duh rich.

75万 hmm..... good enugh luh huh?

EXCITING MATCH but all lost.
Singapore got silver!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~
HURRAY!~

Despite the landmark gold medal for China, Singapore also celebrated a rare medal. The last time anyone from Singapore stood on an Olympic podium was at the 1960 Rome Olympics when weightlifter Tan Howe Liang won silver - Singapore's only previous medal. Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong congratulated the Singapore women paddlers on winning the silver medal. He told the media after his National Day Rally speeches that with more training, there will be more chances in the future. "We are a bit disappointed that we didn't get the gold, but the Chinese were a very strong team and our team have done very well and we are very proud of them. It's been a long time since we had a medal at the Olympics and Team Singapore have not disappointed us," Mr Lee said.

Say it loud Say it proud!

2008-08-17T02:27:00.002+08:00

omg! watched e 沸腾冰点 show on e net. super nice. its not i brag or wad.. fann really cries well.. haha act well. kexin is brought out nicely by her.. woohooo fann wong rawks!!!lalala. hee.. do support e show rite?!?! bet alot of pple think similarly like me. her acting.. nothing to say.. 1 word. EXCELLENT

2008-08-17T00:11:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i post. cause im thinking of changing blogskin then post but recently no time so haha. still must wait. i just have to post today. haha. its been a great dunno how many days the times i hadnt blog. even when theres some sadness here and there, but well im over it.

i've been real bz lately because of singing and everything but im really having fun. made a few fwens from GT. haha. im one happy girl there de pple mostly ver nice to me. i've to thank them man.. thanks baobeiii jies and zhen ni for always smiling and talking to me.. THANKS.

kayy i have to blog about the two recently hot singapore shows, the "money not enough" and the "12 lotus". hmm both shows ver qiao. both got getai, both got some same songs haha.. for money not enough lehhh, its a nice show lah.. more meaning.. its ver ver touching, can cry... the grandma so poor thing sacrifice herself for her granddaughter. i would advise pple must watch this show lah.. its ver meaningful and u raelly underastnd wad some of the older pple are thinking loh. its a good show that well pple shud catch it. ive gotta salute dearest jack neo for creating such a good show man.. think this show will touch more of the adults heart lahh cause haha our generation aka teenagers bleah... gotta say too self centered.. even myself too. i wasnt able to go and feel for the show.. but its quite sad lah..

hmm talking abt sadistic lehh... not as sadist as royston's new show.. the 12 lotus. the 12 lotus the show lehh. not as meaningful but its raelly ver sad. the life of a girl. so poor thing.. ever since from young. kana abused by her father, grow up sing getai money all give father. kana cheated by a man. kana raped by a lot of guys and eventually becoming crazie and alone. yet kana cheated again in her older age. its really ver sad... make me feel more for the show.. also i must commend mindee ong's acting. she act quite well lah.... scream scream scream until ver like real one.. ver sad. haha... both shows enabled tears to well up in my eyes. "可怜啊莲花啊，实在可怜代" wad u tink.. haha do catch it..

However, one thing im rather disturbed is tat.. in the previous movie 881, getai became a ver much grand thing.. but in 1028, the image of getai is more like ver bad. but raelly lah nowadays getai is not like that de. heeee... its still ver nice.. oh yea.. and in royston's show baobeii jies are inside dancing . hah...

im proud of Singapore.
and im hoping that i can act in some shows someday.
i really hope so. =P

"可怜啊莲花啊，实在可怜代"

btw because of my stupid busyness i missed alot of my fann wong show.. argh.
but its still nice.. fann wong acts nice =P
im still aiming to be like her.
i really hope so. =D

share some pics =]

Good day to everyone kayss =]
nitez.. pple jiayou worrr..
prelims coming
im gonna die too hahaha.
will try to take pics wiff baobei and all.

anyway haha had a shoot at haidie wib lilian i tink.
some eating show incorporating wib haidie.
but i zua bo de.
show face. nia.
haha its ok.
its a step.
=P

shiying smiled at u today.
monday got Os Oral. =]
wish me luck....

changing blogskin soon.
watchout.

2008-07-27T21:12:00.003+08:00

i like this song.. alot alot alot. omg. haizzz.
suddenli feel like im such a failure.
be it because of all the "bad comments" ive been hearing
or simply my life is just full of negativity and critism that praises seems so belittled.
haizzz...
wads wrong wib me
anyway din go for teenage competition.
go also no use.
gaf up.
shit myself.

但愿你的眼睛，只看得到笑容。
但愿你留下每一滴泪，都让人感动
但愿你以后每一个梦不会一场空。

its cruel.
it hurts alot
sucks alot
to wake up from a dream
and realise its simply all illusions.
miracles, seems not to appear in the reality but dreams.
haizz..

但愿你听得懂该何去何从

i'll try.

2008-07-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

我来自偶然像一颗尘土
有谁看出我的脆弱
我来自何方我情归何处
谁在下一刻呼唤我

天地虽宽这条路却难走
我看遍这人间坎坷辛苦
我还有多少爱我还有多少泪
要苍天知道我不认输

感恩的心感谢有你
伴我一生让我有勇气作我自己
感恩的心感谢命运
花开花落我一样会珍惜
~感恩的心

too busy to blog lately, or rather i find blogging smhow redundant.
i realised that since u cant change anything abt it then shall just take it as it is and forget it.
its just like that.
i realised life can never ever be fair
nothing can be just.
what can i do but just "无所谓"..
alot of things happening.
dun wanna blog abt them.
find no purpose in doing that.
silence is the best comfort.

anyway,hows everybodie?
pia-ing for Os?
gd luck pple!
takkaire

当你看不见完美，这世界还是会有完美吗？
当你看不见希望，这世界还是会有希望吗？
有时候，当你回头看时，也许会发现到一路走来确实不易
同时却也会知道未来的路可能更坎坷
真的觉得很多事情都不在自己的掌控之中
却也发现一旦停歇就有可能等于一生的失败。
因此催眠自己，不能放弃。
这样，真的好吗？
假装。
曾经拥有。

2008-07-12T00:38:00.001+08:00

getting Voiceless.
i dun like tat.
next tues got singing test
26th jul got TEenage
im sick.
flu.
dotsness...
RWAR
anyway. danced ytd and today. tried to sing today.
hah
CMI man!
hmm.
rest.
im tired

2008-07-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

It rained so heavily in the morn today.
Even though i did bring an umbrella i was drenched cause
walking to the bus stop, alrd wet
and alot of pple stuck at the bus stop, so i offered to share.
and one of them carrying guitar, whom i dunnoe
another one my fwen
so its like 3 pple sharing one umbrella
how to not get drenched!! ><
Its such a torture not able to eat so much food
but its ok, shiying shall be determined for once.
at least until i get the ideal weight i wan.
Thanks Janel fer walking to sch and getting drenched wib me lol.
erm. coldddd the whole day.
freezing.
chapel was...
stoning.
literalli i rmb nth that the pastor said lol.
LALALALALALA.
lazed around after sch.
watched tv.
hah.
erm. lol just watch the show on " zheng rong "
funniness and abit gross luhh..
lol.
its PG.
bleah.
hah but ok luh.

i wonder why i cant persevere to study lol. =P
shiying's freezing

2008-07-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

hai-died.
hah. was ok i guess but was ver tired and feverish and lol. sickish.
lol. dam cold.
yarr and finalli i say i sore throat they believe cause i realli couldnt sing well. and like too tired cant use energy lol.
luckie jerry cabbed me and bryan home.
hah.
thanks.
brrrrr~~~~
sick..........

2008-07-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

went to haidie today. =]
had fun
thanks sabbie and chloe
lol din go for e audi cause by the time we reach there alrd fin haha
went late.
so we sang abit.
and i met sabbie to talk talk.
haha.
so fun.

anyway.
just to leave a note
PLEASE STOP ME FROM EATING ANYTHING FATTENING EVER AGAIN!
INCLUDES:
CAKE (birthday cakes too)
FAST FOOD
CURRY
MAGGIE
FRIED FOOD
CHIPS
ICE CREAM
CHOCOLATES
SWEETS
BUBBLE TEA
PORK (lest boiled?)
CHICKEN(lest boiled?)
MILK
BUTTER
CHEESE
PIZZA
MILK TEA
EGGS(lest no oil)
BREAD
SUGAR
CAN DRINKS

up to now this list.
please do ure best to stop me
getting fat lah.
nid jian fei.
rawrrrrrrrrrrr
jiu ming... =P

tmr haidie-ing again =]
YAYYYY

2008-07-07T17:47:00.001+08:00

nice song. watch it. =]

2008-07-07T11:32:00.004+08:00

[MVs] 崇拜 Chong Bai

你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜
我活了我爱了
我都不管了
心爱到疯了恨到算了
就好了
可能的
可以的
真的可惜了
幸福好不容易
怎么
你却不敢了呢
我还以为我们能
不同于别人
我还以为不可能的
不会不可能
你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜
风筝有风
海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白
所以离开
所以不再为爱而爱
自己存在在你之外

2008-07-07T00:16:00.006+08:00

Went to ms today. so weird going back after such a long time. luckie it wasnt like ver ver bad, haha. just haha weird lor. after that went wib hx to sing K. haha. sing until po yin pls. tmr haidie got audi for some musical. at least im not gonna be bored at home. erm. no one go out wib me tmr. and the audi start at 7.30 =.= haiz. lol. stay at home maybe try do hw lor. eh. thanks hx made my day ver nice. thanks for being so nice too. lol. we biao-ed alot of songs. woosh

its either im getting xi guan to not going to church or its alrd to other pple a xi guan that im not going. i dunnoe, its like i dun even expect myself to go either. though lol. smtimes when im craziliy crazy i mite miss gg to church or wad but lol. its like ferget it. haha.

haiz. i dunno wad to say.
trying not to feel down so much
trying not to think too much.
its difficult.

oh yarr. recently i keep wearing heels out. sian today wear heels at the mrt there never see the path properli then like nearli fall but just sprainned alittle. rawr. doesnt matter. my sprains pain awhile then nth le lol.

happy youth day to everione!

wad to say
wad to do
life's like that.

假装很坚定~ 却一点也不坚定
我的声音在笑
泪在飘
你有是否看得到
我的依赖
我的信赖
我存在
在你的存在
所以当你离开
我没说什么
只流着泪
看你渐渐远去

爱笑的眼睛

2008-07-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

如果不是那镜子不想你　不藏秘密
我还不肯相信没有你
我的笑　更美丽
那天听你在电话里　
略带抱歉的关心
我嘟的一声切的比你说分手　彻底

泪湿的衣洗干净　阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心
明天起只和快乐　出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤　
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异　我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己　
那爱笑的眼睛流过泪　
像躲不过的暴风雨　
淋湿的昨天删去
离开你我才找回自己　
那爱笑的眼睛再见爱情　
我一定让自己　
让自己决定

泪湿的衣洗干净　
阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心
明天起只和快乐　出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤　
如果真的遇见你你不必讶异　
我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己　
那爱笑的眼睛流了泪　
当一个人看旧电影　
是我不小心而已
离开你我才找回自己　
那爱笑的眼睛再见到你　
我一定让自己　
让自己坚定

再见到你　
我一定让自己假装很　坚定

2008-07-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

im ver confused abt reality and dreams.
suddenli i realised how cruel reality is
today dance.
i tried my best
so called best
yet i still cant achieve.
cause of my leg prob
i cant do alot of steps
cant bent down
cant squat
cant move alot
alot of shyt
wad can i say?
wad can i do?
its not that i hate dancing or sth
i like it
just
i realli cant do it.

then after dance, singing.
i cant stand pple always trying to deesiao me
please do not anyhow gib me hope
im getting used to "hopeless"
at least when u fall u wun fall from such a great height.

Im beginning to feel super insecure again
when pple talk
i feel like they are talking sth bad abt me
when pple look
i feel like im so out of the picture
i do want to try
maybe to shine
but i dunnoe why
i always seem to fail.
im just weird.
happy?

went "shopping" wib bel and nel today.
bought FBTs and played arcade bb
i won bel.
hah.
but my shou damn suan.
then ate ajisen
i tink they deproving.
haiz.
so its like alot of money spent nowadays.
but at least i dun spend in sch
and its just one meal a day
today in sch health check up
was quite nervous
scared i nid wear specs =P
but hah scare myself.

the world is just so ironic:
parents always teach us good values and to always go by these in life
yet in the real world,
humility is said to be fake
honesty is said to be dumb
wads this man.

alot of people say im just thinking too much
but really loh.
i hate some of the things man.
like everyone treats someone well just to get sth from that smone.
i dun like this.

cant sing well
cant dance well
cant act well.
perhaps my dream is really too far away
rather unreachable.
is it time to really wake up from this,
or still strive hard
i have no choice but to psycho myself
" i will do my best"

我开始担心
我开始害怕
我开始失望
我开始让自己再度变成只是一个影子
让人容易把我遗忘

2008-07-04T00:05:00.001+08:00

Feel so stressed.
So many pple so much better. argh
must work super damn hard.
omg feel damn lan. lol
crap.
im getting bzier man
now de schedule is
tues singing lesson
thurs and fri dance
lol.
crazines.
well but im loving it
though.
haiz.
feel that im still so.
far far far
from what i wanna be
continue working hard?
hm..
i'll just do my best

"We grow from our experiences, we learn from our mistake, we have to accept the facts of life. Hatred will only make one suffer.. this world is ever changing.. you can choose to be pessimistic or optimistic.. i realised to change myself i have to rely on myself.. i found out that the sun is not always piercing.. it depends on how you look at it"

2008-07-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

schooled, chapeled.
like so unfortunately last min cant dun go.
chapel was.. ARGHNESS.
i dun like but wadever just stone there.
tirednesss.

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((

wordless
speechless

i rmb sth ytd.
i was so "emo" tat smbody tell me i got de wanna die face
and in the mrt. lol challenged me to open the mrt door.
and i did.

grats to those who made it into the first audi of be a star.

drastic.
choicex.
silence
clouds
act
rest
giveup

2008-07-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

can tell me wad song to sing fer teenage?
fast or slow or wad.
school is so tiring and suckie.
im sick of it.
tmr got chapel damn.
hu wanna pon msg me
haidie-ed today
was ok at first
then later abit emo.
or rather tired until totally shut off.
depends on wad u gonna say
i sang last as usual
maybe cause lack of time.
this time no repetition
or maybe they all see i sad or the unhappy face
just let me off
its weird when huanjie said it sounded like the real singer
think he just wanna make me happy =.=
then the others also.
say wad wah so gan dong.
i reallli cant take it as that
it feels so.
just to make u happy.
sianness.
im tired.

the wind blew
the cold air right at my face
at that point i looked back
yet i saw no one there
i was afraid
dun wanna get lost
yet right then it rained
and then it poured down heavily
i looked up in the sky
and saw the greyness in my world
at that point
i realised
i really do miss u.

haiz.
i realised theres really alot of "sadness"
in my world at least
just whether u wanna think abt it
today it was triggered
am sorrie to those hu saw the lost look in my eyes again.
im tired.

welcome to my life~

2008-06-29T22:55:00.005+08:00

Dance on fri was okay i guesss... just that i cant do some of the freaking steps... like so irritating! ermm.. then singing test soon so must jiayou, think my singing sucks recently. oh and that nite my mum brought me to her fwen's restaurant n met up wib some of her fwens lol.. they are nice pple and funneh pple. one doctor, one "ver impt person's" guard, one designer, and one more dunno what.. i tink they are like damn fun to be wib!! heee... they drank and the designer, a girl, omg super prettie.. im like so infatuated wib her.. as in u noe, the rite way. yeps. preetiness. =] ermmm.. then haha had a bit of food and also drank abit of beer. lol. FUNNESS

today went shopping/oral-training wib janel. the way she talk to all the shop pple is as if im the translater cause nowadays alot of cheenah pple work in sg mah. so all speak chinese.. omg.. its like.. arghh! janel jiayou! also. ermm. bought some stuff. lol.. EX-ness. im getting broke.. but alot of pple owe me money so, im free to spent lalalallalala.. ehh money is meant fer spending rite? lol... anw it rained heavily suddenli, haizz and we walked in the rain. lol.. jay-walked too.. its funneh when janel ask me ：“eh come back lah" lol i was like , " wad, u scared i kana wet, kana car acccident or commit suicide" lol... weirdd.. she say i too dramatic.. bleah =X, oh and its weird, maybe today i wear until ver short or wad alot of guys go and say "harlow" to my direction, dunnoe hu.... lol.... i was like, lol hu they halloing too =.= hah then i look behind me, bo lang.. lol.. must be janel lee... =PPPP　kay, then.arghh.. i feel fat.. RAWR.. shudnt have eaten anything man. rawrrrrrrr........ im getting abit xi guan to not eating recess in sch lol. and its weird how im like "doing hw" lol.. everyone thinks im weird.. lol. pls lahh.. 我是三分钟热度的人。hah.. it wun last long.

未来在等待
相信未来
让梦展翅高飞

~不要让我的希望落空~
不要让多一颗星星在一次熄灭。

sian. its back to sch again tmr~
and 法证先锋2 is nice ~~~
loves 佘诗曼

2008-06-26T00:22:00.001+08:00

I realised sth today.
one day that i remain a PLite
I will not be able to forget christianity completely.

hah. thanks hu lao shi 4 praising my acting.
think i too tired today.
said abit of gribbish to her.
psps.

2008-06-25T00:35:00.002+08:00

haidie-ed today hah.. tink tat its great, made me feel happier wib those guys around.. but i tink i din sing too well today, abit throat pain. but nobodie believe =.= ermm haizzz.. din sing well, nid t haidie on fri, i cant do e dance either.. argh.. shiying must buck up.

kayy then sch is suber boring and tiring. haizz..

feeling a stinge of fatness... shiying stop eating!

2008-06-23T23:12:00.002+08:00

Im utterly silent and living in solitude.
How i wish that invisibility exists.
Submerged in weariness.
Gazing at the stars.
Yet when i noe who you are.
I don't know who I am.
Im just a kid.
And life's such a nightmare.
Light up my path.
Whoever you are.
Bring me back to you.
And never let me go.

2008-06-23T00:27:00.001+08:00

How much more do i nid to hate her...

2008-06-22T01:54:00.003+08:00

在那昏暗之中
望着你渐渐远走
多想开口再唤你一遍
你的背影却毫无留恋
雨它悄悄地落
淋湿了失落的我
多想可以将回忆摆脱
却让思绪都堆满寂寞
躲也躲不过心里的难过

那雨丝也彷佛在嘲笑着我
笑我将自己困在那惆怅之中
为何不能自由得像风
为何不能自由得像风
吹散心中为你留下的梦

haizz. so trapped within my own thinking.... but ferget it.. some not so happy things happened today, maybe just a part of a memory tat i was trying so hard to forget and run away from.

*Shiing* is Looking for stars.. STAY~ 因为夜太美，寂寞的月亮，需要星星陪。

星锁。
帮我找回那最闪耀的星星好吗？
我怎样都找不到。

captivated by fann wong shows recently. and hong kong shows.
sch's starting.
sadded.
i dun wanna try anymore.
but i cant stop trying.
cause i still wan to achieve.
haiz.

为什么总要用快乐来隐藏悲伤呢？
又委什么要用笑容来掩饰泪光？

2008-06-19T23:26:00.005+08:00

Hey guys.
haha.
anyway just here to update about this week.
kayy... last week of hols le.. everyone must be like "ARGH"
haha.
hmm. the most memorable thing that happened this week is the DARTS sec4 camp.
its like so fun haha.. though its just 2 days 1 night.

Firstly we arrived to sch on mon.
was late cause got some thing to settle
then we played some ice breakers.
though they were not so successful, but after awhile, we all did loosen up

next. we bathed lol. and had movie marathon and slept.
a few of us stayed up late, to talk and some couldnt slp
tat seah shiying. i sleep halfway she tap me..
was not really slping.. lets say, trying....
yeps. then we finalli slept at like ermm 5plus.
then wang lao shi opened the door and came in at 6+
i immediately sit up. light slper.
haha.
siannnn......... every where ache, the stoopid hard hard floor!!.
hah then.
that daywe went to a nearby hawker to eat.
FUN.
then we played more games, ermmm. amazing race.
tiredness... ran alot.
results was draw.
hahhh but yeps the games commitee did do a good job in the planning of this.
kayy..
then seniors came.
bathe.~

then was drama nite.
tat nite
we sang some of our fav theme songs
we shared our innerst thots
and we said our goodbyes
and lastly, was the acting.
haha
thanks all juniors.
there were some sharings by seniors
and also we took pics and announced the next year's commitee
all in all, a great camp!
got to know alot of them better
and truly hope DARTS will glow and then shine~
oh and it was the first time tat my acting got commended..
-submerged in happiness-

i missed haidie's lessons tat nite..
but its worth it
de tiredness and all
in exchange fer alot of valuable fwenships.
WORTH it!.
ermm.. more pics coming up once i get them..
=]]

tmr theres singing AND dancing =.=
woosh.
anyway
shiying's changing style again.. haha. ><
dun be shocked!

anyway vote wich name nicer.. cause i seriously wanna change my ENG name man. lol..
just fer fun.. :

sherraine (sher-rain)
sherrice( sher- reece)
sherray(sher- "do,re,mi"the "re")
sherline(sher-leen)
or keep it as maybelline?

keep smiling :)

2008-06-16T14:57:00.003+08:00

This few days, bel family went overseas so she came me house slp over.. HAH. we chionged maple, from day to nite, from nite to day.. HAH so fun.. ehh she and cheryl, tsk such a pig.. call them up also cant wake up.. so jialut.... AHDUI..

then one day, got D'arts mtg.. so went sch earlie in e morn.. quite fun.. but funneh lahh hahah.. Charlotte sat on a snail, -i tink- lol.. its so squashed.. dunno wads it.. but its gooey.. and i was the first to see it.. EEW.. in the morn we alrd saw it crawling around.. a special snail.. the shell got the shit the look u noe.. haha.. well.. HAH.. so poor thing luh charlotte we there scream scream scream no bodie help her. HAH. funneh funneh funneh =]]

kayy then come the weekends, went me dad's place. HAH watched my hong kong series.. 法证先锋2. HAH.. nice.. heee... but i personally think the first one nicer. =P

sunday, father's day. Had a father's day lunch wib the whole family, my dad's side.. lol.. went for bufet. arghh fat.. but k luhh i din exactly pig... lol ><>

oh and lastly.. farewelll to GRACE jia.. luvv ya forever.. will miss ya.. sorrie for not able to send u off. but well i love you!!!~~~~ ermm... jiayou!! hope u get ever more pretty and rmb to come back in octty and come find me =]]] lubbs..

kay bye peeps and takkaire.. going for DARTS camp until tmr night.. buaizzxx

2008-06-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

hmm... quite a good week..

ytd, went wif janel to bugis and far east.. bought my jacket and shirts.. haha.. dunno why.. my ling gan ytd abit sala... walk quite a few direction but i managed to get to the place eventually kayy.. haha.. hmm.. ok luhhh... oh yarr on the way.. we met alot of guai guai pple at orchard... Firstly, theres this group of teenagers, dunnoe wad ask pple to donate to those teenagers and kids whose parents dont pay for their school fees or their parents are in rehabilation centre and bla... donated 10 bucks.. wad a nice me luhh.. HAHA. =P.. yepss.. then, walk abit more, this two angmoh lady tell me help them take pic.. k lorr.. i be kind, help them take.. problem is they using a non-digital camera- like so olddddd.... and prehistoric.. then nvm loh.. help them take.. i clik once... then take tio liao.. thne she come and huh me and diu me.. then i ok lohh.. take again.. kao.. thankyou also dun have.. rarwrr.. wad do u expect?? "one two three chesssssee!?!??!?!" diaoooooo.. then walk walk walk... then this so called celebrity come and talk to us.. he was on top fun and all.. the so called "attention seeker" guy.. not exactly ming xing luh.. siao leh.. come approach us to be wad freelance model.. then dunnoe wad u two ver cute.. bla bla bla... also dunno wad he talking.. nid pay 100+ for dunnoe wad.. then we just stun there.. he say " why u two no reaction" hah.. i said sth tat could hab been quite irritating haha, " u talk too fast we cua tio.. " hah.. =]]]] heee.. then he say abit more then i " but we cant make the decision" then he gave up.. omg.. scarie and weirddddd... HAH...

today, went out to sch fer CCA mtg.. then meet me dad and go buy DS nintendo.. hah.. and got it.. it was ex mann.. kayy then went haidie... ok luhh.. was not dao or wad.. and huan jie din force me to do the extreme.. heng ahh.. on the way back.. rained quite heavily... pretty badd. drenched.. then on the mrt.. this two haidie fwen, come and "counsel" me.. haha.. weirdd... hmm.. i asked my dad this qns too.. i asked " really must believe then can do it meh??" he said " if u believe got God then theres God lor... if u believe theres ghost, then theres ghost lohh." its all in ure mind.. then my haidie fwens also asked me " do u believe u can be the ming xing u wanna be, if u dun, can gib up now cause u wun".. hmm.. took me into deep consideration.. he asid "there cant be any littlest doubt in ureself that u cant achieve it. cause if so u wun" i say" but smtimes its also chance mah" he said" chance, true.. but is pple gib one.. for example now in haidie.. ure not seriousness and ure dun cared attitude, maybe he put up wib it, think u got maybe abit of potential.. tolerate wib u..for the 1st time, 2nd time... but wad if 5th time.. will he just take it, u realli dun wanna learn and gib up" well i noe i dun want tat.. hah and.. well it really put me into thinking too..

hmm.. maybe its true... must believe first then can achieve. not achieve then believe..

yes, i can be ming xing and i really want to.. so must work hard lohh.. alamak.. maybe i realli shudnt keep burrying myself in the negativity.. and look more on the postivie side? and stop comparing wib others?? maybeeeee... hah..

kayy its getting late.. going to play me ds.... ntiexz to all XD

2008-06-07T23:10:00.004+08:00

YES~~~~!!

my dad promised to buy a DS nintendo(red and black) fer me... after my 苦苦哀求．hah.. but i must pay 100 dollars. bleahhh... not prob man.. DS is like so useful during my boliao time. HAH. next time travel time can play leee oleh oleh!!!! shiying is elateddddd.. finally one thing cancelled on my wishlist... YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hah.. next tues.. gonna buy it. =]]] smilezzzzz

2008-06-06T23:58:00.006+08:00

Stoopid computer, couldnt work fer days.. until now.

crap.anyway,

yarr something, not realli i dun wan, but rather i cannot.

not just change the mentality jiu ke yi de.

but smtimes its a fact. not how u think, but a fact.

blahh.

kayy, ytd, went for photoshoot. got free one, cause of mum's credit card or smthing but two pic onli la... not ver nice ps.. im not photogenic. lol.. i admit.

yepps. and saw julie's show on chnl u. hah. k luhh =]

hmm.. today went shopping wib janel.lol.. its weird to go out shopping wif a gong ren de quiet gal.. but hah shes not quiet man. lol. hee.. dun get deceived by her looks lor. she complain duo duo wen ti duo duo.. hahahahahahahhaha.. bleah. =P we went suntec, marina and last but least i went to haidie actualli fer dance lessons.. but in the end last sec there le they say postpone cause the recep too bz.. forget to remind... hee.. nvm laa.. see the situation there.. shi zhen de bz.. hah.. dunnid so apologetic also. lol... next tues go there again. funneh. ermm din buy alot of things today.. only a handphone strap.. doesnt matter... will shop again soon... heee.. any kaki? lol..

oh yar.. saw teenage mag at haidie.. omg shi 丑的。my 终生遗憾。

anyway.

Hope those who went fer church camp will benefit and enjoy themselves.

Hope that those wif problems in their individual life will look wif eyes from the heart and not just the surface.

Hope that pple can understand each other better

Hope for world peace

Hope for love to be surrounding

Hope for family harmony in every household.

Hope for a better tmr

不想在深夜里徘回，在深夜里麻醉，轻易尝试放纵的滋味..

但可以吗?

想要遗忘

可以吗？

hah i din edit wib photoshop any pictures.. so look ver fat and not ver nice..

anyway i personalli think this pic look like vitagen or some peel fresh guang gao.. HAHAHAHA

this... =P

aiyaa.. still ugly luhh .. bleah

u light up my life.

suffering from insonmia.

slept at 5+1 am and woke upat 7am ytd

and slpt at 4am wake up ay 7+ am the day before.

and i wonder if singapore can buy slping pills like in other countries in the shows, lol.

siann

2008-06-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

And then suddenlie i wonder why i feel that i am so hopeless.

crap.

hmm.

schled today fer half of it, then went kovan buy stuff wib bel.

then went home

my stoopid com just refuse to cooperate

my posting here is after a hundred time re-oning the com

freak.

F.

kao.

siann.

then went haidie.

i suck at singing seriously

suck at acting

suck at dancing

suck at talking

suck at everithing.

2008-06-03T01:42:00.003+08:00

And then smtimes u just think that theres no nid for these things.
And so mite as well just bid farewell to it.
And then smtimes u just wonder why on earth shud u just press on.
And then smtimes u just feel so irritated and maybe u shud just stop trying.

~SHUT UP..
haizz.

Silence. is the best.
enjoying it
while i can.
leave me alone.

shhhh
离开是为了等待重逢
安静是为了享受遗忘

2008-06-02T00:35:00.004+08:00

look at the one in yellow furthest rite

and felicia chin

Look like the same person??

lol.

the first pic is a hong kong actress, 吕慧仪

and the second is singapore actress, felicia chin..

lol dun they just look alike.

both mei nu jiu shi le.

hah. so i was burrying myself in all the canto shows nowadays.

heee. XD

look alike rite?!!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!

rawrr..

~jealous~

they are both tall and preeetttyyyy

rawrrrr

now watching, 原来爱上贼

not a bad show..

not bad too..

lets hope sg shows can improve..

=]]] the plott woo hoo

maybe perhaps hk more fu zha..

like there got robbers and robbers can hack and alot of stuff

singapore.. shi standard de haha

hmm..

let me continue dreaming

not awakening me during my slumber

2008-06-01T01:35:00.002+08:00

today.. was bored.. terribly bored.
hah.. so i went to watch movie at amk,
Indiana Jones.
nice show.
lol..
thriller.
hahahaha.
lol i like the old man.
so act blur
bleah.
hmm..
this whole show is like knowledge bla bla bla.
then this woman so greedy
then this buddy so backstabbing
then such a twist in the storehh
go watch. nt bad.
hmm..
lol.
who wanna watch panda show wib me or any show?
chronicles of narnia ?
heeee XD
bleah
im boreddd.
arghh
back to watching my canto series// =]